I got me eye on you

Dear Amy,

Our relationship thus far has been largely undefined and this has served us well. I'm really interested in watching how we develop and unfold naturally. You are proving more and more important to me.

I don't do things traditionally and I am slow to warm up, but once I get going, I'm on fire.

Thank you for the gift of you.

MC

Feedback

Women keep throwing themselves at me. It's such a beautiful thing too. I'm not complaining you see. Rather, I am wondering what it is that I exude that makes me the lucky recipient of all this scrumptious girl attention?

Negotiating Sex & BDSM Play

Promptly at the agreed upon hour I opened my front door to him. He walked passed me swiftly, barely giving me a glance. I could feel the tone of the room change, as our energies met. My heart beat sped up. I was nervous.

In his hands he held the tools that would be a large part of our time together. I had dressed to please, considering his preferences as I choose each piece of clothing with care.

"Fill the sink with water now" echoed through the room. I was startled at the order and it showed, it took me a moment to register what the command meant for me to do. Finding the plug, I dropped it in the drain and ran the water at full speed.

And in slow motion it began. The scene we had negotiated a week earlier started to play out around me. I was one of the two main characters.

We had agreed, he would hurt me, a lot. He would cause me great pain and suffering and would do so in a way that I found erotic. The eroticism would be what would allow me to process the pain.

I knew I was in trouble, when "water boarding" was mentioned so casually.

Fear. Terror.

Really, is this what I wanted? No.

Fuck, time to renegotiate and try and save the scene.

Successfully I divert the Top and he moves on to other plans and our play continues.

I do not get the scene that I had wanted and had been longing for. He got much of he wanted.

Disappointed? Not at all.

Grateful is more like it. I'm not one to take one for the team. Rest assured if I am not enjoying something, I'm not going to go along with it, just so you can enjoy yourself. Nope. Sorry, I'm going to blow the whistle.

One of the greatest gifts that I have learned from being in sex culture, is that opportunities are abundant. I don't need to settle, I can have anything I want and saying No is just as important as saying Yes.

Ethical Non Monogamy Rules

After receiving a nice request from a lovely couple recently to share with them my rules for practicing ethical non monogamy I decided to re post here what I had written.

Before reading our rules for what makes our relationship work, know that we have created these rules to compliment us as a couple and to keep us safe based on knowing ourselves well and plenty of deep honest discussions. The rules are agreed upon by each of us, together we have come up with the frame work needed to allow us the freedom to explore others sexually.

Our rules are subject to change and have shifted over the years. Currently they are .....

1. No surprises. No telling the other something after the fact. Everything is straight up from the get go. (the only surprises we like are gifts)
2. No bringing anyone home for play. This is our nest, it belongs to our family and not outside relationships.
3. No discussing details about our children.
   
4. Practice safer sex at all times, no exceptions.
5. Time with others happens only when our relationship has had it's needs met first.
6. No missing important home events for a date.
7. We do not need to meet the person our partner is dating / having sex if we don't want to.
8. Emotional availability to outside play partners is slim at best.
   
9. Having sex with someone is different than being polyamorous with them.
10. No involvement with drama queens / kings.
11. No dating someone who likes to talk about their conquests publicly.
    
12. If we ask to know something about one anothers dates, the information will be made available without debate.
13. Details on what one does with others is not necessarily always wanted - ask before you share.
14. Before telling someone (whom your dating) that you love them, you must first come home and tell your partner. (see rule #1, no surprises)
    

Long Lost Lover

I ventured out on my own to feet by two blocks this afternoon. No purse to weigh me down, just my phone, keys and bank card. It felt divine to be out of the house and not be wheeled about in a chair. I took it slow and made my way to the local produce store, then to the bakery. Feeling accomplished with my efforts, I sat briefly on a bench and rested before making the trek back.

As I got up from my seat, suddenly before me was a man who looked so familiar that I had to stop him. Not able to recollect who he was I was embarrassed calling out to this person, yet I was certain we had some history at some point in time.

It took a nano-second for he and I to realize we had been lovers sixteen perhaps seventeen years ago. Suddenly I could recall his home's location and what his bedroom looked like. He applauded my memory.

He's retired now from a prosperous career and living out in Mission. (I've always had a thing for older men) He is no longer as husky as I remembered him to be, but his tattoos and distinct facial features were all still in tact.

It was startling to see someone whom I had been intimate and catching up with him for five minutes was a pleasant reminder of my more youthful years when lovers came and went with great speed.

These days my partners are people for whom I plan on having on going sexual relationships with, if even infrequently.

Walking home I reminisced on all the lovers I could recall who had been pivotal in leading me into my own sexual empowerment, I counted the man I just ran into among them.

Then a block from home, I had a contraction that came out of no-where and startled me a little into worrying. I stopped walking and next to me was some black berry bushes. So I took a break and spent fifteen minutes picking berries and letting my uterus relax. Just as I was about to arrive back to the house, another contraction hit.

Groceries are on the counter now and perhaps later I shall make my way off of the sofa to put them in the fridge.

Want to do something special for yourself, or FOR ME? This is a service that I would greatly enjoy being gifted with and would appreciate right about like no other time in my life, seeing as my sex life is on hold and I am banned medically from house work.

Dating Women

Last night my bottom and I had a date. First we went out for a nice sushi dinner where we ate and talked for two hours straight. It was a lovely time together of catch up and alone girl time, greatly anticipated and needed too.

Then we went to The Vancouver Play House, where we witnessed a beautiful show. The SOLD OUT performance of Soledad Barrio & Noche Flamenca What an outstanding concert, it was energy filled, passionate and breath taking, the pace was incredible.

Seats in the ninth row afforded us an up close viewing of the perfectionist work of these artists. Dancers, singers and guitarists. I was in awe from beginning to end, as was everyone else.

The lead dancer Soledad is exquisite in her movements and proficiency, that I saw her dance is amazing, you would have been awe struck at how she owned the stage and audience, I was captivated for certain. The reviews on her and the show are top notch, and still do not do her justice.

Now tonight is Naughty and it is a big crowd at The Lounge, in just a few short hours. Oh my!

RC and I have a surprise to announce to this nights group of attendees, I am eager to see their reactions. Few know already, and it has been fun leaking it out slowly.

About Me Section

I joined a networking site in the hopes of meeting some new kinky people. Actually to be precise I am looking for on going play partners. Currently I have a lot of people in my world yes, though none are what I desire in a long term casual no strings attached type of relationship.

There of course is a profile section where one can write about themselves and who or what they are seeking. This is designed to inform others about yourself, so in theory only the suitable people should be making contact with you. Or applying so to speak.

Of course it does not always work out as such. Within two hours of putting it on-line, I turned my computer back on and found myself inundated with responses from people wanting to apply for one of the two positions I have open in my life. Flattering, sure. Overwhelming, not quite. Amusing, most definitely. Satisfying, well I'll have to wait and see who turns up out of it all.

Finding the "right play partner" is like finding a needle in a hay stack. It is possible, but it takes much concentrated effort. I'm not looking for a pretty person or even a height-weight proportionate person, nor am I looking for a doormat. I'm looking for that special someone that I share some sort of chemistry with. A trust worthy individual and a person who is responsible for themselves and their own actions and life.

Someone who isn't intimidated by me or my occupation, a person who is strong and supportive. A person accepting of what all I have to offer and not underhandedly working to obtain more from me.

I took some time to fill in my profile, hoping to paint an accurate picture of myself and being clear on what I did and did not want. Funny thing though, some people can't seem to read, or maybe, stopped reading before they finished reading my post and thus missed some critical key elements.

Case in point, women Dominants writing me and telling me why I should serve them. First off, I'm not looking for a women as a Top and second I am not into service with any Top. Another example is the young man who wrote me and wanted me to bottom to him, yet he has no skill set in play yet and is uncertain even of his own boundaries and limits. Goddess knows I am not the women for him, as my well written profile would have told him had he have even read it.

Want to read what I wrote? Here it is

My real name is Jennifer so please address me as such.

Do not call me Ma'am or Mistress, I consider this rude, as I do not have a power based relationship with you.

I will not call you Master, Lord, or even Mistress, as I do not have a power based relationship with you either.

I am an Alpha woman of strong character. I am a switch with a heavy lean towards being Dominant to my chosen play partners.

For point of this site, I am looking for two distinctly different people. This can NOT be the same person. As a switch I have NO interest in switching with a partner, one day being the Top and the next the bottom, No thank you.

What I desire:

1. An older man (40 years +, so older than me) to Dominate me and use me for his sadism to maximize my masochism. This relationship will be based on BDSM and not sex, I'm not interested in putting out sexually. This relationship will be casual as in "when we play together". However we will have no outside of playtime rules that govern us. You must lead and be creative as I have plenty of experience and wish to not be educating you, nor making suggestions. I can follow very well.
   

2. A service oriented bottom to take orders, follow obediently and who wishes to be rewarded with rigorous fun play and a Top who will cherish you and your efforts. This relationship could have some sex play involved in it (reward based), but that really depends on who you are, and what you are looking for. Gender is irrelevant to me, what matters to me is your interest in doing a job well and being able to have fun while doing it. You must follow well and be attentive.
   

I am an amazing Top who will take you on an incredible journey, I am very skilled at all that I do and am able to create scenes that are both memorable and breath taking all with you in mind.

As a bottom, I am a heavy masochist with well thought out boundaries. I am not into service, rather an exchange of energy, my bottoming for your Topping.

DO NOT write me about either number 1 or number 2, if you do not possess a good sense of humor and the ability to play publicly. You must be of strong character and not shy. All of this is necessary in order to be in my life.

I lead a very public life, as in "I am a professional sex educator and event organizer". I own Libido Events and Libido Lounge here in Vancouver BC and my personal history in local sex culture is rich and varied. I have accomplished much for our community at home and abroad and I am quite proud of this fact.

I have two life partners, whom I love and reside with and am not looking for anyone further to call my family. As a full time mother as well, I have no interest in care taking anyone else.

If you feel you have what it takes to walk into my world, either as a friend or a play partner, I invite you to send me an email telling me about yourself.

ON FRIENDING...

As someone who hosted over 175 events last year alone, I meet thousands upon thousands of people each year. If you wish to befriend me, please send me a note telling me who you are and where we met, or if you hail from my mailing list, are a reader of my blog or perhaps some other avenue.

I welcome knowing YOU.

ambiguous feline with a splash of love

There is a cat roaming through my house, this hasn't happened since k, my girl was still in service to me and she went away camping leaving my daughter & I to care for her cat. As non cat owners, that sole cat sitting experience is the sum total of our time spent around felines aside from visiting them when at friend's homes. Not a lot of cat time, despite the fact that for the last number of years the child has been asking periodically for one. (yet clearly stating that she wanted NO part in the clean up or maintenance of the cat)

RC comes already with a cat, two birds, a lot of lush (alive) green plants and orchids. The cat is now here at my place and has been here since yesterday. Or perhaps it was the day before. I'm unsure at this point. No this is day three. We are blending well. The cat, the daughter, RC and I. In fact, we've been cohabiting together now for over a week non stop. Life is really good.

Because it's really exciting news, I'll share. RC, my daughter, myself and the cat, two birds, all the alive green plants including yes, the orchids, well, we are moving in together. Each of us letting go of our places and starting fresh some where new that we'll all call home as a family. Currently we are investigating properties.

This is a serious decision on my part, perhaps beyond others comprehension. I've maintained strong boundaries for the last 8 years to ensure a relationship like this didn't come along for me and managed for the most part to keep everyone at bay at this level of connection. Then upon meeting RC threw every one of my relationship rules out the window and we both fell head over heels in love with one another right away with none of my previous safety nets in place, I am feel so glad I did what I did.

This relationship is not like anything I've known before, and where I had assumed I would be leading, I'm learning to follow. Out of my element at times, in ways that stir up huge emotions and almost out of necessity must allow myself to be led. Frightening for me. Where I'd been certain I would follow, in fact, I'm leading and doing so without using power. I'm not talking about just sex here, I'm talking about life, getting through life and yes, sex too.

Back to Lance, the cat. So it turns out that when the cat was bought from the store, RC was told he was a boy. So he brought him home, naming him Lance it was appropriate. Sir Lance fittingly at times even. Down the road the cat was packed up and taken to the vet to be responsibly neutered and RC was sent away for a few hours while the procedure happened. Well when he returned he was told (ha ha) that Lance was not a boy, Lance was a girl. Oops. So they spayed her, Sir Lance.

It's RC's believe that Lance is simply a gender confused cat kitty. At least I try and refer to her in both the masculine and feminine at least some of the time to ensure she / he feels supported and loved during this process of personal discovery for Lance.

Anyways we are blending into a family and have plans on expanding. Both professionally and personally. Plus one would make us a 4 person family, plus two would bring us up to 5. Don't forget the new space, we've certainly not forgotten about that either. We're busy, busy, busy at it these days. Yes you read that right, plus one, a baby. And Lance, who will likely want a name change some where along the way.

It's been so easy coming together, gaining familiarity and a bond. My life is blessed and it's been said correctly, that though I faced some difficult personal challenges in my childhood, over all I have triumphed as an adult. RC and I are going to conquer life together emanating our energetic dynamic blissful love.

New Shoes

Today found RC and I enjoying some shopping time downtown together after a late morning in bed. Fluevogs had nothing of interest for my womanly "kinky" slimmer heeled shoe lust, nor did Aldo offer anything eye-catching in knee high boots. We tried a few other stores along the stroll but no such no luck.

Then a trip to a store that really threw me off balance emotionally. I won't say what store upset me nor will I say what the trigger was, my reaction though was palpable. I will say that upon leaving the beauty of the store I burst out into tears and ended up being drawn onto RC's lap on a bench on the sidewalk having a good ol' cry & cuddle while I sorted myself out.

Then like magic, we hit another store and had s-u-c-c-e-s-s! A new pair of solid 5 inch heels in shiny black, no platform with a thick ankle strap and a silver buckle. Tres magnifique! My afternoon shined, despite the crappy weather.

It's a family night tonight and we are all here at home. Child, RC & I. This is the most incredibly real experience for me, falling in love with RC and deciding that we wanted a family. It's started already.

BDSM Vancouver

Last night RC and I left for the infamous Sin City for a night of voyeuring, playing and even some dancing. What a evening, it was incredible and together we were dressed to the nines. He in a new thong with a chest harness and Docs and I in black pvc thigh high boots with matching top and my new favorite color deep red, gloves and panties. (just keeping my guy happy)

We visited briefly with a few friends sitting around with a cold drink, then the dungeon opened, and you can just guess where we made a bee line for.

Batman, this cute young boy whom I've played with before was celebrating his birthday and had emailed me asking for a scene. When he found me downstairs he had that longing looking of a person needing some attention. With RCs blessing I proceeded to give the boy some SM lovin! I was in a mood and took it out on his back and shoulders, a short hard scene. Lucky me and he was most ecstatic about our play. Earlier today I even received a most pleasant thank you note from him, regarding our scene and his lovely bruising.

Then it was time for RC. I had him sit up on the spanker with a blindfold on and set about my work. Recently he'd done a negotiation checklist for me and I'd just finished reading the 9th one and about the 25th page of info earlier in the day. I had in mind already ideas for play that I wanted to try on my guy. Nice soft kisses all over his body & my breasts rubbed all over him. Soothing words close to his ear as the noise in Sin City is deafening. Then an assault to his nipples. Right and left. Mercy, no way. I pulled them, pinched them, bit them and finally put clover clamps on them. Then I kissed and licked those tender nipple buds before taking a skewer and poking the shit out of them.

Grabbing the chain between the clamps and tugging, watching his mouth open wide and guttural noises emitting. His cock was raging hard, it was pushing out the top of his thong. Nipples searing with heat, pain and he'd lean forward into me so I couldn't hurt him any more. I wanted to hurt him more. With my hand in his chest, I pushed him back at least half dozen times for more. Once and only once did I ask "Do you like what I'm doing to you?" The enthusiastic smile, hard on and continuous streams of OH YES, assured me that I was on the right path.

With nipples tortured, it seemed appropriate that I spend a few minutes between his legs. And so I did. Me and a paddle on one inner thigh, till the droplets of blood were coming to the top of his skin, then I licked with big wet warm strokes that area that had been so made to suffer.

The passionate kisses and hugs at the end led us to the sofa where we cuddled up until the man found his way out of bottom space!

A quick tour around the club again and then to the dance floor to groove to some tunes, damn Isaac rocks. A man that can dance is a keeper in my books and RC has it going on. We had fun dancing together, much like we do in bed. Everything we do is grand.

By the time we got back to his place, we had take-out Chinese with us and sat eating it in bed together, before the next round of sex. Fuel is so necessary to a good time. After the containers were on the floor, I gave RC a surprise from his fantasy list that he's been eroticizing for many years. (for some things a girl should just get new shoes, this was shoe worthy)

At 4 something we turned out the lights soaking wet after a shower and were fast asleep.

Although we did remember the daylight savings time change we forgot to set the clocks with the right time and as such one of us was 45 minutes late for work, after only 2 measly hours of sleep. This was not me, thankfully. I was a lucky girl and slept till 3 in the afternoon.

Tonight I'm teaching Butt Sex & Anal Pleasures at the Love Nest in Burnaby, then returning to RC's as we have a night in planned together.

princess diaries

Life is going along really well right now. I'm happy and those whom are close to me are all drawn in tight. Being surrounded by such love is a good buffer against the sex-negativity in the world that causes me such grief personally. I do consider it personal and that is ok, because I don't hold it against anyone. Rather I'm on a mission to shift our world into a more sex-positive place for us all and in the mean time, I stay surrounded by love and those who support me.

This morning after beautiful late morning long slow delicious savory sex in bed together, RC announced it was time for my massage and rolled me over. I caught the clock it was 11:00 am and I was still in bed, now being kneaded by strong hands with a Kama Sutra oil and my pleasure as RC's goal. This is yet another reason why I feel like a princess.

Climbing out of bed at 3:00 only to make breakfast berry smoothies made the day in bed extra sweet with my guy. Our conversations have led us to discuss some heart warming topics that I wasn't so sure I would get the chance to have. We are very happy. (my daughter included) And apparently I'm beaming.

Tonight I came out to my mother about what I do for a living. She has not wanted to know before now and finally tonight she asked me and I told her outright. After a few days to digest the information, I'm hopeful she'll be more rational and supportive. (again see paragraph one)

Not a martini dream

It took me three attempts this morning to leave Reives warm bed, strong embrace, get myself dressed and headed out of his place. I had to leave early as I had an appointment at Little Sisters Book Store, I ran a few minutes late because of him. It was worth it though, and thankfully he only lives two minutes from the store.

blessings

The pages are turning crisply & smoothly, it's definitely a fairy tale. Each day another page and discovery. It's an excellent story. Our beginning was remarkably memorable and has even been blessed by my daughter. I am the princess and he is my prince.

following my heart

For the last while I've needed to take a break from readying my new space. The energy it was taking was starting to drain me faster than I could refuel myself and I was growing increasingly weary. Over this rest period I've had a chance to spend a great deal of time with RC both as a diversion to the stress of work and also to follow my heart. The down time from work has left me ample opportunity for intimate time and some personal healing.

The time spent away from the creative process of start-up has helped me gain some perspective as to my own limitations, obvious gifts & blessings and reinforced my belief that I've made good decisions on a solid path for my new venture. The time with RC has left us remarkably close and for once in my life I'm delighted to be leading my life by my heart and not by my need to climb the ladder of success.

I'm well aware of how many people are watching or waiting for what I'm about to do next. I promise it will be impressive and done in my own time.

Excuse me while I fall head over heels in love, matters of the heart come first these days.

catching up

Yesterday I taught Pussy Licking Good and Cock Sucking, The Hand Job, Blow Job class at The Wet Spot down here in Seattle. For Pussy Licking I used my own vagina as the model for class and it went over really well and was easy to do, though for cock sucking I used RC as his penis is way more appreciative and easy to please than my silicone one. He made an excellent stunt cock and the class attendees were a very large and diverse group who was most interested in becoming better lovers. This really makes me happy.

RC and I arrived Friday and are staying at Bella's while she and Jim are in Dallas. It's been a wonderful weekend away for us as we haven't gone anywhere before together. Last nights pansexual BDSM party at The Spot knocked RC's socks off and certainly left me winded after doing so many things to the man, he's still in bed sleeping (black, blue and sore) while I'm awake doing work already after 6 hours of sleep.

We're returning later this afternoon to Canada after a stop for some shopping for high thread count sheets at an outlet store or Nordstroms! Luxury.

Hope to see many of you this evening in my Forbidden Fantasies: Role Playing in the Bedroom class at The Love Nest in Burnaby.

weekend festivities

Friday was a whirlwind of a day. 4 hours in coaching with a client in Surrey, then my dinner date at The Sandbar with RC. A fast return home to pick up my car so I could grab my daughter from the end of the play she was performing in at nights end. We came home together and were soon to bed as we were each exhausted.

Saturday was up early as I had to return my daughter to the make-up department by 11 am to ready her for the two performances they gave that afternoon and evening. Then some shopping for odd supplies to ready for my evening's Sensual Play class at Dragon Fly's Den. Grocery shopped, got to the bank, sent out a mail-out, had hot phone sex with RC, then packed for my evening's class.

My mother made a surprise appearance to see the granddaughters show and then came back here for a very short visit in between performances bringing with her of course my daughter. My mother has the capacity to really be intrusive in my and my daughters life, I had to tell her today to back off some.

Gear packed into an huge suitcase on wheels, we made our way down to the car just in time to make all my time deadlines to ensure we handled all of our responsibilities. Dropping the fairy back off at the theater, I made a bee-line straight for RC's. I quickly fell emotionally drained into his arms for half an hour while I unloaded on him being comforted. Then I ravaged the man. Well, after I gave him the keys to free his cock of the lock and cage which had surrounded it for over 24 hours.

Quickly I dressed for my work night and then off we went. It was nice to have someone drive me to work, especially RC. Arrived to find most everyone at the club already awaiting the class, so I just dropped to my knees next to my suitcase and started readying the room for Sensual Play, the interactive version.

I paired everyone off and then blindfolded half the room, they did things to one another, all the while not touching or exposing any genitals. It was intense, intoxicating, fun, progressive for teaching sex, relaxing, sexy, sensual and eye opening, not just for me but for those who were there. As a class, they respected one another well and allowed me the chance to take them on a journey. The trust I was given, the trust that I am constantly given is overwhelming to me, it speaks volumes to my work.

After a 5 minute break, the other half of the room was blindfolded and had various other and some same things done to them sensually, erotically and intentionally all led by me. It was a class I was proud of.

Then I packed up all my gear with the help of RC (who was screaming hot wearing tighty boy shorts) and put everything back into my suitcase. We zipped it closed along with all traces of me as Libido Events and went and joined the party as party goers after tucking the bag away.

We had such intense times emotionally & physically together that RC found bottom space. How cool is that! We were gone early in the night, yet we did so much that the bruises are just now starting to really shine on my guys bum and back.

Today, Sunday I packed my daughter and RC into my car and off we drove to Cypress Bowl to go Tubing for the afternoon. We had a blast together and it was such a great day to be on a mountain with snow. Returned home in time for me to leave for my evenings class on Polyamory and Multi Partnered Relationships at The Love Nest in Burnaby. Sunday classes are from 6-8 so I was sitting in my living room talking to my daughter again my 8:30.

Tonight with RC at work, my daughter sleeping in the next room, I have the chance to finally try and wade through the emails that are just now starting to arrive regularly within my in-box again.

phone sex & cock bondage Vancouver

Last night we had reservations for dinner at The Sandbar on Granville Island. Try as I might to recall the ambiance, I'm drawing a big stupid blank. RC had me mesmerized from beginning to end of the meal, it was a wonderful dinner date.

Before leaving the restaurant, RC excused himself to the men's room with something I'd given him tucked discreetly in his pants pocket. Minutes later he returned to the table sporting a big grin and hand in hand we left together for the car.

Once outside it was all I could do to keep my hands out of his pants. He was wearing a cock-cage and it was locked on him soundly with a small padlock. The keys of course were in my possession.

After I had an orgasm or two in the parking lot and conversations that left me breathless, I really did offer the man the keys to the lock encasing his penis. He declined.

RC drove me home and we made our plans for tonight at Dragon Flys Den out in Surrey. I'm teaching my Sensual Play class there and then we plan on playing. (and he gets his Valentines Day surprise from me)

I phoned handsome this morning to say hello and to check on the state of his cock. Unable to masturbate, or stroke himself in any satisfactory manner, his cock is longing for release. In more ways than one.

To be kind to him, since I was um, hearing his struggle, I decided to masturbate. Through the phone I talked him through step by visual step of my using a heavy glass dildo on myself and then my Hitatchi Magic Wand for an orgasm that was just waiting to escape out of me. I got off, and his trembling penis, tried to jut out the end of the locked cage, but alas, nothing more. Later tonight he knows what he has to do to have himself freed from the bondage to his cock.

If my camera were not broken I'd take a photo and show you two things. First the new bustier and panties in red for Valentines Day that RC gave me and secondly the pile of stuff I need to pack for tonight's Sensual Play class to make it work...

• Pillows
• Sheets
• Towels
• Music
• Strawberries
• Chocolate Sauce
• Scrubbers
• Ice
• Bamboo Skewers
• Massage Oils
• Floggers
• Vibrators
• Clit Gel / Penis cream
• Clothes Pegs
• Restraints
• Gags
• Blindfolds
• Duct Tape

man love

Tonight I've spent the last 3 1/2 hours talking to the two most currently important men in my life. Each of them has left me speechless.

RC and I have time planned together and then Reive and I have some time together.

These two really know how to make a woman happy.

I feel remarkably blessed to be in love with one and quickly falling for the other in a way that I've never done before.

DNA & Sex

Powder blue matching bustier and panties with sleek 5 inch blue heels on. He arrived at my door, looking suave and handsome and caught by surprise at my outfit, I thought. Pleasantly surprised of course.

Sitting on the sofa in my bedroom, I told him to remove his clothes while standing before me. I wanted to see him get naked and watch the show he'd become for me, oh sweet eye-candy.

Shirt, shoes, pants removed and underwear remained on as per my instructions. Turn around, once, twice, oh my let me get a good long look at you. With his back to me I had him remain standing looking at himself in a mirror with me between his legs from behind him. Trailing my tongue up and down his inner thighs and watching his head roll slightly from side to side, his faint gasps enough to make all of my skin come alive, I am in lust.

Truth be told, in a matter of minutes, he was handcuffed, underwear removed, cock hard as he bent over the sofa in the living room with a very large knife running along the length of his shaft, between his legs. Still very still he became, with a huge smile on his face. The panting was loud and sweat dripped off of each of us.

My purple leather flogger rained down on his back for awhile and now and then I'd consume his cock briefly just to remind him that I'd not forgotten about him. Clamps on his nipples, I pulled on them , with a swift tug; the grimace on his face, excited me greatly.

Plugging his nose while kissing him, spanking him warm red and in that oh so perfect sweet spot, the captivating view of his balls swaying from the impact to his ass.

He caught me inside his arms, locked inside his handcuffed embrace. I ripped off the blindfold, clamps tossed to the floor, the force of energy roaring out of him was breathtaking & beautiful to witness. Kissing, sharing air and gasping together. We rocked for a long time, pelvis to pelvis, grinding. Eyes locked we did deep breathing, until, I came.

We shared orgasms and I ended up with DNA in my hair.

Crossing the movie

Tonight, myself & RC have been Invited by

Equinoxe Films, Warner Music, Telefilm Canada and Relevision

To the gala premiere of Roger Evan Larry & Sandra Tomc feature film debut:

CROSSING

We'll be joining the filmmakers, recording artists, and actors on the red carpet to celebrate the Canadian theatrical release of the award-winning film now sold in over 21 countries.


The evening finishes with a sponsored reception at the exclusive Figmint Restaurant & Lounge.

I've already seen the movie a couple of times and am still pleased to be seeing it on the big screen sharing it with RC, apparently there is acknowledgement of Libido Events and myself in credits.