My frame of mind is better by the light of day, thankfully. Working so hard and diligently to achieve my dream, putting every ounce of energy effort time and professionalism that I could muster into this project. It is hard to not feel defeated.
I have every ones trust, faith, support, money and backing. I need to forge on, this is what I do as a sex-activist.
I've seen groups fail or go down hill because they act marginalized. It's pathetic to watch said people and groups. What is even worse, is the City of Surrey trying to MAKE me (Libido Events, Libido Lounge or Sex-Positive Culture) marginalized. I won't stand for it, I do have a fight in me.
Your letters of support are popping my inbox to exploding. Please keep them coming. Your strength is mine.
What is this with the whole Guilty till Proven Innocent routine they are dragging me through?
With stress coming out the wazoo, I have deemed it necessary to go out this evening in an effort to let go of the woes for a while. RC and I are off to a swingers club.
Good night.
Jennifer ... Vancouver's Sex Educator, Sexuality Coach and Activist. The content of this blog is not suited for those under the age of 18. What you'll find here is a written account of my personal journey in sex positive culture both personally and professionally.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Friday, June 22, 2007
heavy heart
I am filled with copious amounts of stress and anxiety. Things are becoming large and volatile. As everything is at this moment, I feel as though I can barely move. The weight of all of this has become too much. My strength is being tested and my faith has left me. Its hard to think about how to move ahead next when I am being beaten down at every juncture.
Lucky for me that I have an email box full of Testimonials from people, which all convey just complimentary and kind sentiments about myself.
I hope my moment of weakness is over before I wake up tomorrow and have to face another grueling day of sex-activism in this sex-negative society that we all live in.
Lucky for me that I have an email box full of Testimonials from people, which all convey just complimentary and kind sentiments about myself.
I hope my moment of weakness is over before I wake up tomorrow and have to face another grueling day of sex-activism in this sex-negative society that we all live in.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
save my day
Can you write a professional CV for me? Its required complete by Sunday at 8:00AM and in a document on my laptop.
I have all of the necessary information to go within it already compiled, though surely you will have many questions to ask of me to help fill in the gaps of what I did not already include. The CV needs to be professional, formatted and ease to read.
I am aware of the short notice of my request, but "The City" is making it a requirement for licensing of Libido Lounge, suddenly.
You can imagine my gratitude and that of so many others, if you are able to take this project on.
Thank you.
Send me your name and a quick email introducing yourself to
jennifer@libidoevents.com
I have all of the necessary information to go within it already compiled, though surely you will have many questions to ask of me to help fill in the gaps of what I did not already include. The CV needs to be professional, formatted and ease to read.
I am aware of the short notice of my request, but "The City" is making it a requirement for licensing of Libido Lounge, suddenly.
You can imagine my gratitude and that of so many others, if you are able to take this project on.
Thank you.
Send me your name and a quick email introducing yourself to
jennifer@libidoevents.com
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