shedding responsibilities

A couple of short hours ago, I resigned from the Board of Directors for LLC.

I'm already feeling lighter and ready to bring in the New Year with less on my plate and demanding my attention.

Goddess knows there's so little of me to go around as it is.

I'm simplifying my world right now for what the new year will be bringing forth.

Saddened at the resignation but accepting it as a necessary move forward in my journey.

family dinner

With Allena, Jim, my daughter and myself all settled together so comfortably both time and food disappeared quickly. We had a feast of course as it was our family Christmas dinner together.

Turkey, stuffing, the works, all done in my kitchen for us all and Jim brought the tripod so we even caught some good dinner shots with the table all set and everything.

We had traditional crackers at our table, and when popped open, Jims message said

How does one human embryo talk to another human embryo?

It uses a stem cell phone!

We found the joke to be very modern, funny and just a tad bit disturbing in a good way. Imagine the poor family that such a joke would offend...and at the Christmas dinner table when the extended family & friends would even be around.

After dinner, we played Sudoku for a couple of hours, then ate delicious ice cream cake. The day couldn't have been any better.

Oh yes and another of my coolest gifts was The Creature, it now has me captivated by it's volume and range.

days turned into weeks

I've found it to be hard to write lately with so much going on in my life. Bringing to fruition my dream facility for 2007 has been draining, difficult and expensive lately. Writing has been hard as my focus of course has been dwelling elsewhere.


In the last week my daughter has celebrated a birthday and I became the mother of a teenager. She had an ice skating party, but more memorable to all the girls I think was there time spent here at our place hanging out for hours playing games while devouring party food. It seems like just the other day that I was nursing her at my breast for the first time.

I spent an evening on the top floor, the 34th that is, of the Coast Plaza Hotel downtown with an incredible couple. Private work has it's rewards. I'd been brought in secretly by a man as a gift to his wife for her 50th birthday celebration. What fun we had together, she was delighted to find me in their suite, especially after having been in a class of mine just days before.

Mustang came to lunch the other day, I cooked for the man as we spent a few hours talking and exchanging Christmas presents. Again he brought me the most beautiful lavish festive floral arrangement, brightening up my living room now.

Spent two nights on the island with my daughter. My folks really enjoyed having us over, I only wish it was easier (less time involved) and cheaper to get over their way. The grandparents, my daughters great grand parents and my folks along with my daughter and I went out for a big family dinner one night and another did the gift exchange. A dishwasher, they got me a dishwasher, I feel like the luckiest woman alive right about now. Seeing us all together, all the generations, is warming, it's times like these that I'm thankful for the youthfulness of our family.

Party night at Dragon Flys was awesome and the secret Santa gift exchange left me with a new sex toy! Due to some light, (ahem chuckle)bottoming, by myself to Mustang at nights end I left covered in scratches all over my back. Pretzels should not be used as an implement. That's all I'm going to say about this.

I need a personal assistant and am not sure where to start with figuring out where to look for said person AND what the job description & responsibilities will be.

The Taboo show has again come knocking on my door and for the fourth year now I'll be teaching on their stage. It's in January I'll be there each day of the show. Go Libido Events!

Friday I'm going to the ballet, to see the Nut Cracker as G's date, he asked me out last week in the most sweetest way. He's very old fashioned in certain ways, courting rituals being one of these. G is a real catch, one day a woman looking to be married is going to be smitten with love.

Tomorrow morning Tuesday, Boxing day, December 26 is Christmas morning in my house this year as my daughter only returned home this evening from her dads this Christmas. (it was his year and I got the birthday this year, next year he gets birthday and I Christmas) As I type the tree is filled underneath with wrapped gifts and filled stockings, my daughter asleep in my bed. We read Twas the Night Before Christmas just a few hours ago and I'm really excited for the morning to get here for her, and I both.

December 27 Wednesday Jim & Allena are arriving for a couple of days with my daughter and I. We'll be celebrating Christmas together then as a family and having our big turkey dinner. I'm ready with the bird and all the trimmings.

randomness

1. A call this morning between Reive and I was a memorable one. Our upcoming date is already looking to be exciting.

2. Tonight I am teaching Sex Toys & Pervertables at Little Sisters Book Store. It's a FREE class, starts at 7:30 pm. Just show up. 1238 Davie Street Vancouver

3. Still with a head cold, though luckily the fever has broken.

4. I just got a new contract, though my name is not up yet, this is the conference I'll be at.

5. Received SPAM today that said in the subject line " We can double your sausage size." I wanted to read it so upon opening it found this

Hei dude

I don't care why your weenie is so small, but 87% of women do.
They are pretty sure that bigger meat will make their desire
stronger. You have the chance to change your life.

Here http://www.SPAM.net you can get the thing.

It will help you for sure.
The remedy can be sent worldwide.
If you wont be satisfied - we will return all you money.
No bullshit.

Guess what? No bullshit. I don't trust you AND my sausage, made of silicone would never ever grow, no matter how much of your product I consume. Bleh!

6. Today in my post box was a beautiful hand made card from a couple that I spent some Private Coaching time with a few weeks back. I'd been brought in to watch them make love in their bedroom, play and be sexual, then to offer suggestions to spice things up adding variety and newness. The card, a reminder of how important my work is makes me proud of who I've become.

coughing up a lung

It's time to see my family Doctor today. The congestion has settled firmly into my lungs and neither of my ears have popped since flying home from Calgary Sunday. My hearing is really poor and my voice sounds like that of a lounge singer.

found in my in box

This made me a happy woman...

HI JENNIFER!!!

I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE AND MISS YOU AND LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE RARELY FAR FROM MY THOUGHTS.

I KNOW YOU'RE TIME IS PRECIOUS...AS ARE YOU (TEE HEE HEE)...BUT IT IS MY GOAL TO HOPEFULLY BE ABLE TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU BEFORE THE YEAR IS DONE...MAY WE TRY????

SINCERELY AND WITH LOVE


Bob Smith (name changed for privacy)
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX


PS.THE HUGE FONT SIZE JUST REPRESENTS MY HUGE FEELINGS FOR YOU

books & being found

Today I need to return a pile of books back to my local library. These books require renewal as I'm not done with them yet...

1.The Complete Idiots Guide To Pleasinng Your Man
2.The Kamasutra Women
3.Life Coaching: A Manual For Helping Professionals
4.Public Speaking for Dummies
5.Turning Conflict Into Profit - A Roadmap for Resolving Personal and Organizational Disputes

Oh yes and I have a copy of Good Housekeeping's December Magazine filled with Christmas ideas but that's mine, no need to send it back.

And for your amusement, here's a list of what people were searching for, when they ran across and found this blog

jennifer libido (understandable)
sexual activism (my journey)
remote control cock (don't have one, but would really like one)

tied to table and balls tortured (enjoy doing this to boy bits)
wax dripped down my chest (is orgasmic)
allena seattle (my girl)
flirting spanker (I flirt a lot AND I give and take spankings)
sexy activist (how flattering)

speeches used to initiate change (understandable)
licking good (I teach a class by that name, Pussy Licking Good)
bondage tables (have two at home)
cattle prod to his cock (foreplay)

pumped clitoris (till it's an inch long and swollen purple)
best nooner cock (huh?)
libido event (understandable)
needles in his cock (not my thing, but in his nipples, arms, back, thighs sure)

church of canada ads (posted about this recently)
jennifer workshops vancouver little sisters bondage (dang I get around)
event driven libido (understandable)
vancouver bondage monday (sounds like RnG)
choice pivotal relationship change love (polyamory, my love style)
women wearing bodystocking (crotchless preferably)
lapsitting on women (women do this to me, often)
cattle prods (I have one in my bedside table)
doug felicity (both friends of mine)

kinky events tonight vancouver bc (understandable)
his mouth on my nipples (with teeth, yeees
corsets and nipples (have both)
sexy blogs bc (go me!)


nipple jewelrey (three new sets this year)
tied up predicament bondage
caned on genitals (makes me cry, then orgasm)
wrist to ankle bound for spanking (over a spanker)
my sex tips (teach an incfreedible class on this)

when a grown woman calls her partner daddy (that's me)
folding spanking bench (Ian made me an incredible one)
woman in liquid latex (Shantar as my painted muse)
how to torment your tied-up partner (I need no practice, I'm good)
bedtime spanking groove strap (I'd like a groove of a regular bedtime spanking)
shame and libido (do NOT go together)

pain is temporary pride is forever (I have PRIDE and yes I hurt)
stunning nipples (thank you)
if you really knew me, you'd know (I've got huge plans for 2007)
i like to play with my daddys cock (that's me)
handcuffed hearts tattoo (understandable)
smartballs review tighter (wrote a review of these for Tickled Pink Toys)

back home

My Saturday was rather eventful, long and made more challenging by the head cold that had overtaken me. A three class on Bottoming to a wonderful group of explorers. A rather outspoken man had caught my attention when I was last in town so I had him as a stunt bottom in class with me. Thank you D for both the new shoes & red leather gloves which I love and also for being in class as my volunteer.

After class ended it was right back to the hotel for an hour of much needed rest for me. Then the next hour was spent changing clothes, freshening up and packing for my evenings class. My hotel room was covered in sex toys, teaching aides, pretty clothes and luggage. What a disaster, too sick though to deal with it.

My ride returned for me and off we went back to the club. Settling in alone upstairs was good for me as I knew the night was going to be long with a class and a party ahead of me.

In a matter of minutes, there were at least 15 women surrounding me eager for class to start. Upstairs in a room with me alone, while ALL of there male partners/husbands were downstairs under orders to not come up giving us privacy.

The men were quite happy to have the women gone this one time in their couples only club. You see, the women were upstairs about to take my Cock Sucking class, while the men were downstairs at the bar watching sports on TV awaiting the women with new oral skills. How lucky can I guy get?

Class went great and by the end of it, my fever was running rather high. In fact, I was boiling and my voice was going funky. While wrapping things up I took of all my clothes, because my body was on fire. Naked and feeling like my body heat was regulating.

What a great party they threw. I met so many couples, many of the women having been to the All Girl Party the night before. The hours just slipped on by as I was enjoying being an instigator of naughty trouble. Finding a can of whipped cream left over from the night before in the fridge I found myself wandering around to women asking them to remove AND give me there tops as well as to allow me to both apply and lick of the whipped cream from there nipples. No one denied me and much fun was had as I wandered about.

An event to just play at, with no responsibilities, just what I was in need of. Meeting new friends and flirting with everyone that struck my fancy.

Andrew bless his heart took sympathy on me at some point in the evening. Seeing as I was STILL naked and sick it didn't take much to convince me to lay flat for him on a bed as he took control of my physical body. With hands so soft and gentle he worked my entire body for a long time. I drifted in and out of consciousness between coughing, blowing my nose and feeling my limbs being stretched and pulled in such ways that I was becoming peaceful in my body. What an amazing gift to be given.

Back to the hotel and bed by 2:00 in the morning. Very sick at this point. Sleep came quick. I felt pretty good about making it straight to the recycle bin in the dark at 4:30 am as I awoke to my stomach heaving and vomit. My fever was breaking finally.

9:00 am was my wake up call and I certainly needed it this morning. At 10:00 promptly was a knock at the door. A beautiful couple arriving for a 4 hour coaching session with me. We covered much ground discussing subject matter that will come out months down the road in another post, without any identifying factors. Suffice to say, our time together was well spent and we connected well in terms of getting to a good level of intimacy for disclosures.

By 2:35 in the afternoon I was sitting in the Calgary airport lounge at WestJet awaiting my boarding call and half an hour later I boarded my plane. Tears rolling down my cheeks as we went up in the air, the pressure in my sinuses and head to much too handle. Fell asleep and awoke in time to catch the beautiful view of the lowermainland and city covered in snow, as we were coming in to Vancouver.

I'm home now, exhausted and congested. My life is amazing & incredible and even when I'm sick I feel blessed.

afterwards

Last nights party was HOT. I'm super psyched about how well it all went, the women had wild times. I'm beyond tired, I put out a lot of energy. And I played with more woman than I can recount, over 9 for sure. Part of the job you see. Lucky me that I love my job and it's rewards are so exciting.

Memorable was a number of women including myself, semi naked on the dance floor having a full blown pillow fight. Some woman at the bar, yelling loudly "Can you imagine what they'd (men) pay to see this, it beats pay per view." How true. Oh yes and the mummification of strangers together, then the attack of sensation play forced upon them by multiple women wielding sex toys and pervertables. Amazing.


The only down side of the whole night was that with my head cold, I had to keep all the woman from kissing me. This was a job in itself, woman after woman attempting to french kiss me and me having to redirect their frantic lips. Kiss my breasts, kiss my neck, my eye lids, my thighs, but don't kiss my mouth please.

At one point I had five different women, none of which I'd met before the party, sucking, licking, kissing and fondling me with such reverence that I couldn't help but feel like a Goddess.

The party was still going on when I left at 2:26, apparently the last women leaving at 4 in the morning. Incredible. I was so tired & sick that I left with some lovely women who drove me back to my hotel so I could crawl into bed and finally get some rest.

sniffles in Calgary

Can hardly believe that I still have to finish packing for my trip to Calgary in the morning and I have to consider weight restrictions on my airline for personal luggage. Another of the challenges I face packing up all my gear to go on the road. :)

My nose it stuffed, sinus pain, a small cough along with a low grade fever, I have a bug. Let's hope it stays right at this point and does not progress in to a full cold.

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It's hours later now and I'm here in Calgary after a smooth an uneventful flight on WestJet. Though I did miss my 9:00 AM flight ending up on the 10:00 luckily.

Checked into my hotel room already, same hotel as last visit, I'm comfortable here and it's nice. A view of the club from my window I'll be spending the next two days at, nice. It's really cold here, thankfully I bought a new coat this past week, actually with this trip in mind.

In a couple of hours, I'll be co hosting an All Girl Play Party for a Private Members Only Alternative Club here. I brought with me 63 pounds worth of fun, I put some serious planning into making tonight a huge hit for these woman. More later on how it all turns out. Need to get rest now, before they come to pick me up and whisk me away to set up & ready for the evening's party.

The cold by the way is starting to settle nicely into my chest as a full on crappy cold.

Cock Sucking class Burnaby

November 30 Thursday
7:30 - 9:30pm
Cock Sucking: The Hand Job, Blow Job Class
Women Only
presented by Jennifer
4687 Kingsway Street Burnaby across from Metrotown @ The Love Nest
$25, tickets at the door


*if you have a dildo at home that you would like to use for the interactive portion, please bring it along. Others will be provided to those who arrive empty handed

Giving great head is an erotic activity that takes practice, time and the belief that a job worth doing, is worth doing amazing. Jennifer will spend the evening demonstrating oral sex techniques that you too will be able to master by nights end.

This class will cover: basic anatomy, hygiene and preparing for; a blow job & a full on hand job along with stroking & sucking techniques for the beginner cock sucker to the more advanced fellatio aficionado who also will learn deep throat skills and gagging help.

Tips on toys, lube, positions and how to set the mood.

perfect treasures

1. O my, I really really want one of these beautiful creations for myself. How divine.

My financial priorities of course are Christmas for my daughter & I right now, along with her birthday and of course the opening of the new facility. Yet...

It begs to be stroked, damn I can't get my mind off of it now!

I want one.



2. Current negotiations, lengthy but incredibly funny for those of us who get around and are used to navigating like this.

It's kinda surreal to see it played out. Enjoy the laughs.

snow

Last night I went sledding with my daughter at a neighborhood park with huge hills. We each took our crazy carpets, mine red and hers blue and off we went in the dark for some thrill seeking night jumps. Cool! Actually freezing, it was minus 26 with 40 centimeters of the glorious white stuff.

busy woman

With my suitcase packed I headed out Friday, driving to Bellingham to see Jim for the afternoon. We had a fabulous dinner of Greek. Back in my car I settled in comfortably for the dark evening drive along the I5 to my next destination.

Arriving into Seattle with no traffic delays and perfect road conditions, I was pretty happy with good road tunes the whole way. Parked my car right out front of the building, grabbed my suitcase and let myself in the lobby door. Walking down the hall rounding the corner I walked into Bella's apartment for a really nice talk together and a night of catch up. Allena went to work for an hour and I laid back having a bath in water that was not turbid.

Cuddled up in bed we drifted with heads on pillows, sleeping like lovers do who are at ease with one another. Loving her is magical. At 10:30 in the morning I awoke finally alone. Walking out of the bedroom there was my girl ruffled from sleep still and coming to me for a hug & kiss. Adorable, the look of her. We spent the morning in.

Two classes Saturday afternoon for me over at The Wet Spot. Cock Sucking had a great group of 16 both men and women & Forbidden Fantasies had 8. Wonderful classes with really awesome attendees, a few of which who were there for my full weekends worth of classes. Because Sunday I taught and Intensive. A four class on Women's Dominance, it was most definitely intensive for both myself and all the women. Take Charge! A Women's Class in Dominance.

Saturday night had a fabulous quiet dinner of lamb shanks, garlic mashed potatoes & broccoli and cheese. More down time with Allena how awesome. Then just before 10:00 we walked in the door of the evening pan party at The Spot.

Music to play to and a club full of people to say hello to. I don't get the chance to ever spend as much time with all my American friends as I'd like. I do love that they show up in classes , others drop by to give me gifts of love or hugs while we steal 5-10 minutes talking. It's all amazing, my life that is, as a sex-activist.

While Allena did a few of her Executive Director duties and also caught up with some of her own friends I made certain to catch a few moments with as many people as I could knowing that I'd never make it to all.

Then it was time, I ordered Allena to the cross on one side of the dungeon floor, she of course trying hard not to run to fast with a huge smile on her face. No need to tell the woman to get naked, she was already removing all her clothes. Lucky me that she can read my mind. I brought 9 canes, a spreader bar and my own physical abilities.

I punched, kneed, slapped, bit, stroked, kissed, fondled and generally inflicted both very sensuous and moderately mean blows to her vibrating beautiful body. In between we wrestled then I bit her toes, finally it was time to tickle her. The laughter was contagious, not just between us, but I heard others watching chuckling at her/us.

Front and back of her body, I had her switch a number of times. Her eyes light up when high on endorphins and giddiness ensues. Caned her hard and harder, much to my delight. Then I turned on the Hitatchi Magic Wand & Allena's clit all at once. We of course at this time were sitting face to face legs wrapped together and all was feeling right in the world.

Later on we sat around with people talking some more, then made our exit to return home. Sunday morning was home with Bella all morning till the 1:00 pm Take Charge! Intensive at The Spot and it went really well. Over at 5:00 pm and I was back in my car and on the road for home at 5:15.

But wait, it's pitch black in Seattle and snowing. Good god no, I'm not all that thrilled but hey, I had to return for my daughter. Driving was slow out of Seattle, city drivers and all plus returning motorists from ThanksGiving long weekend. Once on the I5 it was slow but steady, then suddenly 100km into the dreary return home, traffic starts go slower. Next thing I know all cars are going under 10 and it's barely a crawl.

Big trucks are parking on the side of the highway, throwing up flares with unmoving wheels. It's bad. Then we stop. And we stay that way for over 4, yes you read right, four hours. Then we crawled along at a snails pace of under 10 again inbetween periods of up to 20 minutes of not moving and needing to turn vehicles off. Thousands of us stuck on the I5, side exits closed, nowhere to go.

Here's the note I zipped off to Allena and Jim when I returned home finally at 2:05 in the morning

I'm home just now. And it's 2:02 a.m. and I left the Spot at 5:15 p.m. exactly. Stranded on the I5 for over 4 hours, then off the road, twice, Peace Arch closed due to snow, Truck crossing no power and a nightmare. I'm going to bed finally. Of course, I missed the pick up for D and she's now stuck on the north shore. Snow here is really bad, our apartment building has no heat and I'm hanging in there.

And NO, I do not want to talk about this evening's escapades, recounting it once, was enough.

love

Jennifer

As you can imagine, once my head hit my pillow and I awoke with some sound sleep in me I was certainly feeling more chipper about the whole situation.

Other than the fact that it took me almost 9 hours to drive from Seattle to Burnaby, my weekend was awesome, and even relaxing.

There's a lengthy list of people wanting, needing or deserving some time with me these days, but unfortunately I have no time to give anyone other than my daughter.

With dealing with the city and the new facility issues, my time is not my own. I'm owned right now by the paperwork in front of me to bring my dream to reality.

Must also catch up on my Board commitments for LLC as there's much going on with us as we go full steam ahead on long term goals. It takes a fair chunk of energy to work with nine different people in varying places across the US and now Canada, with me.

If you've phoned and I've not called back, please excuse me. I'm swamped. Thursday I teach at Little Sisters, my hottest class for anyone regardless of gender or orientation. This Friday I leave for Calgary and return late Sunday. Crazy times.

Tonight I'm taking my daughter sledding, a photo tomorrow.

appointments

Today for lunch I met a client and over a short two hour appointment I was able to help him find new suggestions to his sexual journey than the options he previously had considered & even know about. He went back to his wife with a plan of action for getting his needs met, rekindling the home fires and goal setting.

This afternoon, once school was over, I picked up my daughter and took her to Sport Mart for a pricey but much needed, new winter jacket. I'd found it on my own days earlier and took her to have a peek at it. She loved the jacket and of course, I rock as a mom! Go me.

We rushed home to pizza for dinner and were quickly back out the door together to see Disney On Ice over at PNE.



It was as always a wonderful night out together and one that we each look forward to every year. Seeing the show was quite special this time round, as of course, we've just returned from Disneyland three weeks ago and the Disney experience is still fresh on our minds.

Cotton Candy was $12 a bag. That's robbery. Yes, I was robbed. And my robber gifted me with a bag of the fluffy stuff to share with a 12 year old. :)

the date

The date went beautifully. He, who really needs a screen name so I can write about him, shall from this moment forward be called Mustang.

Mustang took me to dinner down along the scenic port. We had a breathtaking view of the North Shore and ocean. Though there wasn't a lot of time spent looking out the windows.

The restaurant was so romantic, the service impeccable and ambiance gentle enough that relaxing was easy to do. Must return for a bottle of their Lobster Oil, it made my mouth just come alive it's well worthy of the praise it gets.

We ate visually stunning food, memorable as a meal and talked for a long time. Enjoying the newness of one another all the while sharing stories. Then a single dessert of the restaurants legendary trio Of chocolate terrine with raspberry coulis together and before I knew it we'd been dining for three hours. Oh my did the time ever slip on by.

My outstretched arms accepted the abundant bouquet of flowers that Mustang gave me with the largest smile on his face as he leaned in for a kiss.

We kissed and kissed and kissed and kissed. Finally removing ourselves from one another, we said good-night. As I was departing he asked me out again. I said yes.

He had suggested we see a play or go to the theater together, how wonderful and normal. I suggest strippers. Mustang says he wants to move me out of my world some. I think he's right given my earlier suggestion of strippers.

(sighs, can you believe I said strippers HA)

juggling act

City Planners ate up a large chunk of my day today, where discussions centered around parking stalls, washrooms, zoning usage and more points than I can remember without going for my "Property File". It's challenging to make one's way through the process that the City has deemed a requirement for licensing. Keeping track of the paperwork, referrals and appointments is a job in itself.

After City Hall it was off to meet with the realtor, yet again. We've formed a pretty great relationship these past few weeks, I like him. Together we walked through the new place noting what was owners responsibilities to fix and what was tenants.

I was flattered by the realtor as he complimented me on my professionalism today regarding my attention to detail on this project / lease as it was obvious to him how much work I've put into all of this. Both my 2 year and 5 year business plan floored him. :)

Arrived home late afternoon in time to meet my daughter after school for some family time. We hung out for an hour, laying on the sofa having a cuddle before we pulled the living room apart rearranging it to ready for the inevitable Christmas tree.

While I was cooking dinner, my child made chocolate mouse inside dark chocolate dessert cups for our tasting pleasures before bed.

Opening my e-mail inbox is an ever frightening reminder that while I am making great leaps and strides forward on the new facility my ability to keep multiple projects juggled successfully is taking it's toll on me.

I'm really tired and feeling depleted. A holiday would be nice, but not realistic. Massages twice weekly needed yet I've not the time or resources. An assistant, but it's not in the business plan, as of yet. A lottery win helpful, but the gods haven't been so kind as of yet.

Tomorrow night I have a date. No, not a play date. No, not sex. I've been asked to dinner at a fantastic restaurant in the city, by a handsome man who is a Top. We're off to a place where I get to wear something pretty and that we have a 7:00 reservation at. I've never eaten at this particular place, yet it's been on my "to eat at" list for years.

Hopefully dinner, the conversation and companionship will be as special as I need them to be.

Need Insurance Assistance

If you're in the insurance business and would be willing to talk me through a couple of things, I'd sure appreciate hearing from you.

I'm currently looking to insure a facility and find myself with more questions than answers.

E-mail me at jennifer@libidoevents

the switch in me

It had been booked for weeks. I'd been hired to present my Erotic Wax & Ice Play class at Dragon Flys Den out in Delta Friday night, prior to their evening play party and off I went to do what I love so much. Meet new people and welcome them to sex-positive culture and education.

Arrived early, setting up the room for the interactive class and at the same time chatted with some old friends and talked with the reporter who was there to write an article about both the facility and my presentation. Go me!

Class went really great and everyone had the chance to try something new, be it a technique or a skill. Afterwards a very sweet service oriented man cleaned up all my gear for me, what a treat to watch while a second man aided him. Men cleaning up after me makes me happy. :)

Saturday was a day spent with my daughter at home. Suitcases, three of them were only half unpacked and in my room remaining from recent trips along with a mess of laundry all needed tended to finally. A stock pot full of home made chili from scratch and a trip to the grocery store to replenish the pantry shelves all made me feel like I had accomplished much.

Later on in the evening Saturday all sexed-up dressed-up I put myself in my car and arrived promptly at a clubs opening of 8:00pm.

Rascals Club is where I spent the next five hours partying & playing. Know that events/parties I consider work for myself, though all I may do is play.

Did I ever have a wonderful night. First off, I ran smack dab into a man that I'd just met the night before at Dragons Fly Den and we were able to finally get past the subtle flirt of the night before and move ourselves fairly quickly onto knowing one another fast.

Within five minutes of talking together we were on the dungeon stage and I was naked sans for a small pair of panties and there I laid on my stomach while this Top worked over my back side for a good half an hour.

Sensual bliss, he's a masseur and I was in need of his skills. Of course I couldn't stay quiet and just enjoy the massage, I needed to talk to him and try to figure something out about him more than I already knew.

Learned much and my back felt much better by the time he was done with me. Damn if we didn't kiss. We kissed pretty good with some passion thrown in there even at the end.

He was a Top and there was no way that I could be one if I wanted to know him. So, the bottom in me comes out and that's exactly what he was looking at me as. As a bottom.

Nope, I did not have a collar on, and had no intention of putting it on for him, however the possibility may exist that in future this man could prove to be someone that I may even bottom to. Shocking, just shocking as I'm not often attracted to new Tops.

A phone call to check on my daughter and with everything fine at home I walked towards my victim.

I saw him when he arrived and I'd seen him numerous times at other kinky events throughout the city though we'd never exchanged more than a quick hello in passing. Tonight's was different and I believe he knew that when he first arrived and I made eye contact with him.

He was young at 24, soft dark long curls hanging around his face, handsome from birth (you can tell) and wearing a collar. Asked him a couple of questions about who he was there with and what he was looking for. Listened to his answers then asked him if he wanted to play.

Yes, Yes. Off we went to the dungeon floor. While I laid out my toy choices from my bag infront of him I had him remove his clothes. Excellent eye candy as he blushed in his boxers, now that is HOT.

Spreader bar between his legs holding them open, I knew I would be wanting the easy access shortly. Hinged handcuffs keeping his hands in a prayer at his belly level, as he was seated on the steps of a piece of equipment.

I took the boy for a ride and brought him back again. Holy smokes. Sure I had plans on Topping, my hands itching to express my hunger & Dominance but I never know when venturing out to a public party alone if I'll be able to find who or what I am looking for.

I Topped and fed my beast with the flesh of someone new. I thought about bottoming and had a massage that left me feeling pampered. My weekend was excellent.

hungry for touch

My Dominance is just aching to get my hands on someone fresh, to create & share in joint lust. It's this hunger to take another over the top, around the bend, then back again, to me.

Dressing to impress and get what I need. Camouflage knee high socks with matching waist cincher and skirt. A perfect match the three pieces with trim in black PVC that compliments my sleek 6 inch black ankle strap heels on my feet.

I'm throwing a collar in my toy bag (on wheels) so that should it feel right, when I see the right man, I'll know to put it on and make my approach.

submissively