Sunday, January 11, 2009

Beaten Woman

(disclaimer for mom: all is good, this post you can overlook)

I need to go down hard.

The feeling is undeniable and unmistakable.

It seems that my body is aching to be ripped apart.

It is time that I got out of my head for awhile.

Solely to concentrate on processing sensations in my body.

I need to be hurt, badly.

Whipped and beaten.

Into a puddle.

Left gasping.

Trembling.

Struggling to control the only thing possible.

My breath and breathing.

Alive and raw.

True to my desires.

Satiated.

Come for me.

Please.