(disclaimer for mom: all is good, this post you can overlook)
I need to go down hard.
The feeling is undeniable and unmistakable.
It seems that my body is aching to be ripped apart.
It is time that I got out of my head for awhile.
Solely to concentrate on processing sensations in my body.
I need to be hurt, badly.
Whipped and beaten.
Into a puddle.
Left gasping.
Trembling.
Struggling to control the only thing possible.
My breath and breathing.
Alive and raw.
True to my desires.
Satiated.
Come for me.
Please.