Now and then the itch to be in control is intense and I find myself fantasizing about my sadism meeting just the right masochist. Not just any masochist either, preferably one whom I'm close to, a person I already have a connection with. Today the drive to be sadistic is strong and yet I'm not able to act upon it.
I am certainly not short on willing bottoms or play partners of any gender or orientation.
Rather it's the personal time necessary to create a spectacular scene for myself & another and then the necessary time I require to come down from such big play that I lack.
I want to be playing - connecting, and instead I'm sick with a head cold and working long looong hours.
(there's a certain flexible, young, girl whom I need to get my hands on again soon)
Jennifer ... Vancouver's Sex Educator, Sexuality Coach and Activist. The content of this blog is not suited for those under the age of 18. What you'll find here is a written account of my personal journey in sex positive culture both personally and professionally.
