It struck me the other day that I am not my usual dominant self as of late. It's been a while in fact. Don't get me wrong, I still am a Dominant with the desire to do dark things to others. However I currently lack the energy and eventual follow through necessary to pull off the big scenes that I love to create.
The images of what I would do to someone are constantly in my thoughts. I certainly do not lack imagination.
Play partners are everywhere, I need not even have to look for them as they throw themselves before me.
Implements I have in abundance, in fact an entire room full in our house. The tools to deliver a punch are all within reach.
Play space I have, 3000 sq feet of it, a dedicated playground with everything imaginable.
Perhaps I need to bottom to someone before I can put out as a Top again.
Either way, one thing is certain. My hunger for play is still there, it just seems that I have been on a kinky diet lately.
Jennifer ... Vancouver's Sex Educator, Sexuality Coach and Activist. The content of this blog is not suited for those under the age of 18. What you'll find here is a written account of my personal journey in sex positive culture both personally and professionally.
