amends made

I'm vibrating from head to toe. Just hung up the phone with someone who shook me to my core. I'm a strong "person" shouldn't use the word woman here he'd be angry.

I let him down once and he's someone I look up to and have since I found BDSM/Leather culture. Tonight, two years after my disappointing him, I phoned to make amends and listen to his feelings and story.

I've grown so much over the last couple of years that it was painful to admit I'd made such a foolish mistake in the name of either

a) over looking it
b) blowing it off

There's a learning to curve to all of what I do as Libido Events, no one gave me a hand book for sex-activism and the unique circumstances I'd be encountering.

Personal growth day. Humility.