Tomorrow is the second anniversary of my fathers death from cancer.
Tomorrow at 11:00am I have an appointment for a mammogram; my left breast has a lump / problem. [again]
For those who have known me for a period, this is not the first time, my left breast, in the exact same spot has been an issue for me. Last time landed me in hospital for 5 days, you can imagine what it must have taken to get me down for that long.
The surgeon has booked me in for January 3rd to discuss what's next.
I have great anger towards my father for a great many injustices. Tomorrow is just a sad reminder of a few of them.
The lack of control that I feel in this situation today is something as a Top I strive to never feel. Which reminds me that I always have the choice of when to bottom and in the situation with my breast & my father, I need to, gain control.
Jennifer
Jennifer ... Vancouver's Sex Educator, Sexuality Coach and Activist. The content of this blog is not suited for those under the age of 18. What you'll find here is a written account of my personal journey in sex positive culture both personally and professionally.
