You likely can not tell but I am extremely happy at this point in my life.
I am deeply in love with a man who cares for me in a way that I never dreamed possible. Both of my children bring me incredible joy each day. The baby is growing so fast and becoming so animated, it makes my heart swell. The teenager is a mover and a shaker, who is way more mature than her age and who is achieving exceptionally lofty academic goals.
My health after a long battle the last six months is finally recovering from being critical. Career wise, I am working as much as I want, and writing my own contracts that more than meet my needs.
It's true, you reap what you sow.