Sunday, May 27, 2007

spread thin

What I can fit into 36 hours is remarkable. Yesterday in Seattle at The Wet Spot I taught two hands-on interactive couples-only-classes. They were a lot of fun, Erotic Wax & Ice Play along with Sensual Play for Lovers. It was cool to even have a poly triad in class as well.

Bella, RC and I went out for dinner at some new restaurant, where we ate decadent food and had many laughs together. Then back to the condo to dress and ready for the evening pan party. I was feeling rather tired, but went along because it is always a great night out, when able to see all of my friends.

We could have played though I was not up for it. Just too tired. But seeing friends and having time to talk with each of them was a good time for us both. We were home by midnight and asleep by 1:00AM together.

This morning we awoke at 10:00 and had a slow morning. Much needed. Then back to The Spot again as I had to teach my Cock Sucking class from 12-2 PM. 15 attendees, it was a mixed class with 4 men, the rest women. By the end of this class, I was drained to empty for group work.

I enjoyed my next appointment of the day, as it was a Private lunch of Greek food in Fremont, with a poly triad and they let me bring RC along. They picked us up from The Spot, treated us to lunch and lively conversations ensued.

Back to pick up the car and then we were on the road, back to beautiful BC. No border waits or delays and home we arrived, earlier than anticipated.

A long cuddle and catch up with my daughter of the sofa, while RC grocery shopped. We had some family time and then it was lights out for T. RC and I are each working on our own laptops now, sitting here in the living room.

My Jennifer account had 64 new emails, the list account had 23 new emails and volunteer had an additional 26 in it. My personal email account has a whopping 44 needing attention and I'm trying to wade through it all, I really am. There is only so much of me to go around and right now I'm feeling just a tad bit, spread thin. It's a good thing that I'm finally starting to feel a little better and the chest cough is easing some.

Gaining back my health and getting more rest are things I'm very aware that I need to take care of. Finding the time to dedicate to myself is hard for me, as I'm forever taking care of someone or something else.