Friday, September 16, 2005

where I've been

Been so busy that sleep isn't even a consideration, in fact, the lack of sleep is making me nauseous. How attractive . Yes, it is conference building time in my life and this makes some stress.

Today I volunteered in the morning at the Terry Fox run at my daughters school, she's is grade 7 this year and this is my last year as a parent volunteer in grade school and I'm really wanting to savor the experiences. It was inspiring to see 400 and something children run past me as I stood in my crossing guard sash holding a Stop sign at the corner to keep them all safe. The did it for Terry and they keep running and keep raising money for cancer research all these years later.

Then I went to pick up an out of country friend from the laser eye surgeons in the downtown core. It was a cool feeling to be the very first recognizable person someone sees after laser eye surgery. Had both his eyes repaired, was laying in the recovery room and in I walk saying hello and to collect the poor guy who was a little wonky on Ativan.

We spent a wonderful afternoon together kissing & flirting, eating Greek for lunch, being carried to the water at English Bay, walking in the ocean, and going to Cupcakes on Denman for sugar treats The weather held and it was a great way to spend 5 hours before dropping J off back to his hotel room and returning home myself.

Hard to believe he arrived from Seattle yesterday morning and his eyes are already repaired. I've got a parking pass to an underground parkade downtown and a room card to a nice hotel suite with an ocean view at the entrance to Stanley Park. I've also been invited to use my room card to gain access to J's room any time day or night during his 4 night stay. He'd welcome me and make me feel at home, he promised.

Hot man, who is a Top and likes SM and rope bondage, 38 years old and friend to both Jim & Allena which makes my dating or playing with him somewhat easier for me as the trust consideration is already built up because I know of him from people I trust and love. Gives him a unique advantage.

And today I stopped off at this little store and found myself a very pink pair of knee high, lace up the front boots in my size. Size 9. And they fit and I WANT them. Want, I hate want, especially when I'm in it. No boots in the cards for today, instead a new black pvc chain thong to keep my girlie bits covered in public settings where complete nudity is frowned upon.

Tomorrow I work 9:30-7 and Jim is coming up for the night, thankfully as I miss him so much. Especially right now, after a date, I'd like to share in person with him what my date was like and with all this conference planning some time spent on his lap would do me and my nerves a world of good.

oh yes, go and have a peek at what has been driving me wild & keeping me up all night

Jennifer
Conference Organizer