You Know Who You Are

My To Do list lately is a constant source of keeping me busy, as every time I check an item off as complete I am also adding another two items to accomplish. There is just that much to do. Fall is always busy for me professionally and my calendar becomes a juggling act to maintain. Add to this my pregnancy and you can likely imagine the increase in commitments and feelings of being overwhelmed.

I am only managing as well as I am because I am supported by so many wonderful people. My family, friends and an enormous amount of volunteers have all stepped up lately to alleviate my load. It's hard describe how I feel: relieved, honored, loved and revered all come to mind.

This place in life was not one that was on my radar, then along came Jason and everything changed. I am blessed to be here and consider it possible due to the many people who surround me.

Thank you for the part you play in my life.

Pregnant Woman Bathing

This was the remedy to the back ache I had been struggling with all day.

Non Consensual Pain

My wisdom tooth is causing me non consensual pain, the variety that I find not appealing at any time. Though two teeth are coming in and both are badly impacted, one is horribly worse than the other and as such even has me on antibiotics. That I am taking Tylenol 3's to alleviate tooth pain and my newly added misery of middle back pain is such a dreadful reality. I can only pray that the dental surgeon on Tuesday and the massage therapist on Thursday will be able to offer me more hope for recovery than I am currently feeling at this moment.

Today was Hatha Nude Yoga at The Lounge, and a lovely class it was. Following that was a new member orientation and we welcomed yet another group of new converts.

We came home and Jason assembled the new baby crib. It is just lovely in a deep chocolate brown. Tomorrow I pick up the mattress and then the bed will be complete.

The baby is coming and it's hard to believe that the time has flown on by so fast. This next little while will be us trying to cram as much as possible into our days. Wish us luck.

Squirting Orgasms

Yesterday we had sex. Not just your run of the mill ordinary sex either. We connected and moved together in such a way that things got explosive.

I was on my back with my legs spread, knees drawn up and feet firmly planted on the bed. He was on his knees between my parted thighs looking down at me with lust and awe. I came so hard that I squirted ejaculate all over his tummy as he thrust his cock deep into me.

I came a second time, writhing and screaming as it took me on a wave of ecstasy. He could not hold out any longer and soon left his seed all over me with great delight.

Then we both burst out laughing uncontrollably. The bed was soaking wet and we were both sticky, sweaty and panting. It felt so good to be able to loose control for awhile with one another.

Then we had to strip the bed, including the mattress pad and do a load of laundry.

Explore New Delights

Tonight is Exploratorium.

A Drop In event at Libido Lounge. Members may bring a non member guest. Show up at any point during the hours the event runs.

These are the confirmed booths that you can choose to partake in.

• Sexy Sensation Seeking
• Restrictive Bondage
• Just a Poke - Needles
• Sensual Body Massage
• Suspension Bondage
• E-Stim electricity
• Suction Cupping
• A Peck, Necking & Smooching - Kissing
• Silk Scarf Bondage
• Yummy Flogging
  
• Spanking Backsides

Explore unusual sensations, meet new people, learn something about yourself and watch others undertake that which you are unsure of.

It's a great event, a ton of fun and designed to move at your pace. Welcomed are men & women, couples and singles + there is no dress code. Come as you are.

Human Furniture Image

Me in 1998, sitting on the human chair and using the luscious human foot stool as part of a House Of Gord photo shoot. (one of many sets I modeled for them over time)

My life has been far from ordinary and remains extraordinary.

Submissive Woman I am (at times)

This is an older rather powerful photo taken of me about six years ago now. What you see is me, at the end of part two of a four part intense multi-day play scene with a sadistic creative partner.

This documents well the emotional component of the day. The physical portion that followed next took me a couple weeks to recover from.

I learned so much about myself this day that I reminisce regularly about this period of time as one of great personal growth.

Picking the Right Time, Place & Event

Today I bring you a funny, and three event announcements. Enjoy the laugh and come join us at Libido Lounge for these upcoming events.

1. Last night I was talking to a young, good looking woman. She asked me if I liked breasts or legs. I told her what I really liked was a shaved pussy. Apparently I'm not welcome back at K.F.C. any time soon.
2. Wednesday tomorrow is Restraining Order, our drop in bondage event. Come by and maybe find yourself tied up, or tie someone else up. There are always people kicking around who are looking for play partners.
3. This Friday is Exploratorium, your chance to sample numerous different types of sensations at the hands of our experiences in house volunteers. It's a drop in event, come on by.
4. Saturday is our Couples Only Sex Party, you'll need to reserve a spot for yourself, so get on it. Like now. jennifer@libidoevents.com

Choices

It can be said that I am popular in certain arenas and amongst many lovely people. I am flattered by this and enjoy the friendships and opportunities that present themselves because of this fact.

It can also be said that I attract people to me like a flame attracts moths. I am bright and noticeable, people for the most part enjoy being around my energy and self.


One of the draw backs of being shiny, is that sometimes I attract the attention of people whom I'd rather not have.

I am friendly, cordial and kind to everyone, yet there are always those that push the limits of my niceties.

If we are friends or even regular acquaintances, we are apt to embrace when seeing one another after an absence or upon hello's.

If we are travel in similar circles we likely engage in personal levels of intimate chit chat from time to time.

Some people obviously are way closer to me than others, this is life.

I am known by more people that I can keep up with. Though I do try to recognize those that treat me kindly and attempt to learn something about each person. It is a challenge though.

There are certain individuals who grate me the wrong way. It is not relevant who they are, what is more important is for me to admit that this is true: I do not like everyone. Nor do I have to. I am entitled to my feelings.

What bothers me is the people who know I do not care for them, yet still spend time vying for my attention. If I have an issue with a person I tell them thus freeing myself from someone trying to know me better. I save my energy levels for those whom I want to know, not for those who throw themselves at my feet.

If you know we are not friends, stop pretending that we are. Watching people trying to get into my circle of peers using my name or the pretense that we are friendly really pisses me off. Don't make me have to tell others why I do not trust or like you. Just leave me alone, or find a way in that does not involve using my name.

I have spent years cultivating my network and it is shared with those who have good values, ethics, boundaries, communication skills and whom are trustworthy. If we are not friends, the aforementioned list should give you an idea as to "why not".

I don't fake making nice either. Either we are friends, or we are not. Don't schmooze me in public and dis me privately. I will never do either to you. What you see is what get from me and of me.

Don't follow me around like a stalker, it won't help your case. I see you, I am just not interested in you.

Don't attempt to make friends with those closest to me as a way to me. I'm not playing your game.

Leave my partners out of this, I tell them everyone. Beware.

Nothing left to give

My morning started early, to early. I had not slept well at all last night. Once I was out of bed it was a whirlwind of activity as I readied myself for my days work.

In less than hour I had packed my teaching bag, located my class notes and refreshed myself on my coaching clients needs.

Jason drove me to The Lounge and we set the place up for what was to happen over the next seven hours.

My private coaching clients arrived on time, they are a wonderful couple whom I have had the privilege of working with before. Our appointment went smoothly and that was my first of three accomplishments to navigate.

Next was a Couples Only Interactive class, everyone who had reserved arrived promptly. The two hours went fast, with each half of the couple working over the half while I led and instructed. The main room was smoking hot, and I was overjoyed to facilitate such action.

After the couples class ended and everyone had left, there remained just short of thirty minutes for me to clean the place. Things were everywhere and I needed to prep fast for the afternoons Member Orientation class.

As I unlocked the door, the next wave of people arrived. What a lovely group they were. Introducing them to The Lounge and our offerings brought me great joy, despite some contractions that were bothering me and feet that I could feel swelling by the minute.

Jason showed up just before six and met everyone in the class right before they were on their way out the door. We set the place back up for the next scheduled adventure and then he drove us home.

Here I sit naked in the living room, feet up, feeling fatigued beyond comprehension. I'm horny too--what a horrid contrast.

I think what next I need is a meal. It just struck me that I have yet to eat anything today.

The New Lounge

Architectural plans are complete, done to scale and the necessary specifications. Handicap access has been dealt with. Parking Permit applications finished. Renovations list has been handed over to the appropriate tradesmen.

What a run-around today was, and all under serious time constraints. Thankfully this part of the process is now over. Now to practice patience, and wait for others to do what they need to so we can continue moving forward.

An evening at home is just what we need to recuperate from our hectic pace. All of us are in for a family dinner and some down time.

Rejuvinated

We spent the first week of September at a Religious Sanctuary nestled in Washington State away from society as a whole.

I was eager for the chance to bond with Jason even further without the distractions of our usual day to day life. The opportunity to be alongside like minded friends for days of end. And the deliberate removal of ourselves from the trappings of modern society to bring us back in touch with our gratitude.

It certainly was not the experience that I had envisioned it to be. False hope, and all that. But it was certainly the experience that I needed it to be.

I grew, and not just physically. I met new friends, and reconnected with old ones. I was challenged, and over came some obstacles. I assessed my priorities and rewrote their order. I worked on some feelings of inferiority and overcame. I was held up high and practiced humility. I was overlooked and did not feel left out. I was shown love and I marveled in its beauty. I triumphed.

I went away with an agenda, and soon after arriving I tossed that plan into the trash. I moved effortlessly with the moment, from minute to minute, day to day.

Reintegrating back into my routine of home and professional life has been easy. It's some what of a relief to return to what I know and am comfortable with.

I love my family, our home, my career and of course myself.

Photo 27 weeks pregnant

Landmark: today we celebrate being 27 weeks pregnant.

In honor of this, Jason took a few snapshots of my growth and I not only burned dinner, but somehow managed to explode a dish in the microwave as well.

It has been quite the day.

Pride in Parenting

Today for my daughter was one lone hour of classes in her new school in the acclaimed IB diploma program. I decided to take her out to lunch to celebrate this milestone and then to drive her to her first day. My decisions were rewarded. As I dropped her off to the door of her school, she leaned over with a big smile and kissed me goodbye on the lips. Unprompted. It was the best feeling ever and I felt rewarded.

Not that there was ever any doubt, but I have raised an incredible young woman.

Anothers view

I receive a lot of e-mail, and am regularly overwhelmed in keeping up with it all. The topics are business, personal, disclosures, requests for assistance, critiques and of course praise.

I have written about my pregnancy a fair bit over the last five months, specifically because it is the greatest influence in my life these days and as such ruling most things.

A reader of my blog whom I have corresponded with before, wrote me today to say he had written a little something about myself. I found it heart warming to read his blog post about parenthood and so I thought I would share it with you.

Read on ...

Girl Meets Traffic Cone

There was a petite young woman. She was terribly cute and sweet looking too, in a very naive sort of way.

It was obvious though she was not a virgin, nor a foreigner to being objectified.

The young thing wore a tiny black skirt that left nothing to the imagination, a demi bra that showed off her perfectly creamy perky breasts, thigh high stockings and come-fuck-me-shoes. She had the whole school-girl look going on.

There was music playing. The girl stood with lights highlighting her on the stage. All eyes in the audience were on her.

It was hard to miss the large orange traffic cone as the only other item set for the upcoming performance.

She moved towards the pylon while gyrating her hips. It became apparent that what we dared to think quietly to ourselves was actually about to played out before us.

The girl mounted the pylon and seductively caressed it between her thighs before she slid herself up and down a very ample length of it. The cone was soon lost in the depths of her, and we watched mesmerized as she swallowed it happily, over and over again.

This girl could most certainly stop traffic.

On the road again.

I am staying at a Religious Sanctuary in the US for a week. Thus far the experience has been rejuvenating. Amongst so many friends, the days are flying on by.

Likely I'll write more later in the week, in the mean time, I am on a spiritual journey.

Caught in the act of necking

He loves me and I am so in love with him. Blissfully happy we are as a couple.

photo 25 weeks pregnant

Here I am at 25 weeks and four days pregnant. (last night while over at a friends ) Growth is evident, both in breast and belly size. Refresh your memory as to what I looked like just 5 weeks back.

He makes my heart throb

For the record.

In my adult life I have been in love numerous times.

Yet never before have I felt the intoxicating presence of love bestowed upon me continuously day in and day out no matter the circumstances or the hour.

Jason's love for me supersedes my wildest desires of what love could be, or even feel like when freely expressed.

His expression of feelings for me, makes me tingle from the top of my head to the bottom of my toes.

I am glad that our relationship took so many years to come to fruition because when we made it to one another finally in life, we were each ready for the other.

Being head over heels in love, with a life plan together is the best feeling in the entire world.

Our lives entwined read like a fairy tale.

Thanks handsome man, you know you own my heart and I love you dearly.