last nights Cock Sucking class went fabulous, thank you very much. Now this evening at Deadly Couture I'm teaching Navigating Multi Partnered Relationships and/or Polyamory, it's a pay at the door class, so just show up! I'm very excited about tonight's class as I've been looking forward to this one for awhile now.
This morning I booked four more classes at The Love Nest, the North Vancouver store and now also the Metrotown store. They are such great women to work with. I just love you all Denny, Carolyn and Shelly. Some time later today I'll get the new dates & classes uploaded to the calendar.
Tomorrow morning is a meeting with Eve from Eden, the new adult club that's opening May 6 and who hosted the behind the scene's Industry party the other night that I was fortunate to be able to attend. (and had a wonderful time exploring)
Grocery shopping today, banking, masturbating and soon to pick up the 12 year old from school.
Can you believe the price of gas? It's insane.
Jennifer ... Vancouver's Sex Educator, Sexuality Coach and Activist. The content of this blog is not suited for those under the age of 18. What you'll find here is a written account of my personal journey in sex positive culture both personally and professionally.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Monday, April 17, 2006
from a napkin
in New York city, this wisdom was read...
In each of us, two natures are at war - the good and the evil. All our lives the fight goes on between them, and one must conquer. But in our own hands lies the power to choose - what we want most to be we are.Jekyll and Hyde
Sunday, April 16, 2006
hiding chocolate
my daughter is peacefully asleep in my bed and I'm about to hide the Easter booty. Rest assured, I've got all the best treats & when she wakes up in the morning, she'll have a blast scouting it all out to collect into her basket.
Just this afternoon I had her retrieve her cherished Easter basket out of the storage closet, it's been hers for so many years that I forget now exactly how old it is. Regretfully my parents left me with no family traditions, we've got them today in abundance, happily.
A large Sponge Bob solid chocolate, milk & Swiss chocolate eggs, cadbury eggs, whoppers and more all need to be hidden still and a detailed, fun map made to make this a real adventure.
Earlier today I got her all set up at the kitchen table, dyeing & decorating real eggs. We have so much fun as a family, and I love that she's so comfortable at home that she is free to be herself and enjoy life's simple pleasures.
Rascals was fun, (although I must admit to being very drained lately) took me some time to find who and what I wanted to do. Then I got my hands on him, put a leather hood on his head and played mean on his body till I broke a sweat and he did as well, next cuddling him up and making him feel all better. Must have done a really good job soothing things better for him, because half an hour later he was massaging me whilst I lay naked on a table moaning and unable to move in exquisite delight. Oh did he ever please me.
Time to finish hiding the remaining chocolates, at least a dozen have gone into my mouth during the typing of this post.
Happy Easter everyone.
Just this afternoon I had her retrieve her cherished Easter basket out of the storage closet, it's been hers for so many years that I forget now exactly how old it is. Regretfully my parents left me with no family traditions, we've got them today in abundance, happily.
A large Sponge Bob solid chocolate, milk & Swiss chocolate eggs, cadbury eggs, whoppers and more all need to be hidden still and a detailed, fun map made to make this a real adventure.
Earlier today I got her all set up at the kitchen table, dyeing & decorating real eggs. We have so much fun as a family, and I love that she's so comfortable at home that she is free to be herself and enjoy life's simple pleasures.
Rascals was fun, (although I must admit to being very drained lately) took me some time to find who and what I wanted to do. Then I got my hands on him, put a leather hood on his head and played mean on his body till I broke a sweat and he did as well, next cuddling him up and making him feel all better. Must have done a really good job soothing things better for him, because half an hour later he was massaging me whilst I lay naked on a table moaning and unable to move in exquisite delight. Oh did he ever please me.
Time to finish hiding the remaining chocolates, at least a dozen have gone into my mouth during the typing of this post.
Happy Easter everyone.
Saturday, April 15, 2006
eggs & play
This afternoon finds me sitting in my robe at the kitchen table, with smudged raccoon eyes, typing madly away at the computer. Arrived home later than expected last night from the new clubs opening. So late in fact that I went straight to bed without removing my eye make up. So wrong, which of course made my daughter laugh at me when I finally rolled out of bed this afternoon and she looked at my bedraggled self.
Yes, that's correct, I wasn't up today till noon. Am still exhausted, sick with a head cold, one ear is deaf and I'm feeling weary, but I'm awake.
I'd thought that I wouldn't be up to attending Rascals this evening, but I simply can't miss it. Must go, I'm just drawn there. Saw Brian last night and told him I'd be going so I guess now I should. No plans of dressing today until later when I start the primping process of getting myself ready for the play party.
Could Top or bottom, doesn't really matter to me, I just need the interactions. Have to get in early though as tomorrow is Easter and in our house we do an Easter egg hunt every year and this year is no exception. Later today I still need to make the map to direct my child to the Easter bunnies surprises.
Jim arrives here tomorrow for Easter, family time and a photo shoot. Monday I'm doing a shoot before Jims camera with a friend of mine and must have sleep in me for that, so that I look rested & pretty.
busy times...
Yes, that's correct, I wasn't up today till noon. Am still exhausted, sick with a head cold, one ear is deaf and I'm feeling weary, but I'm awake.
I'd thought that I wouldn't be up to attending Rascals this evening, but I simply can't miss it. Must go, I'm just drawn there. Saw Brian last night and told him I'd be going so I guess now I should. No plans of dressing today until later when I start the primping process of getting myself ready for the play party.
Could Top or bottom, doesn't really matter to me, I just need the interactions. Have to get in early though as tomorrow is Easter and in our house we do an Easter egg hunt every year and this year is no exception. Later today I still need to make the map to direct my child to the Easter bunnies surprises.
Jim arrives here tomorrow for Easter, family time and a photo shoot. Monday I'm doing a shoot before Jims camera with a friend of mine and must have sleep in me for that, so that I look rested & pretty.
busy times...
Friday, April 14, 2006
facilities promises
Last month an invite came to my in box that looked interesting and I wanted to check out because it promised to be a little different. I phoned in my RSVP, talked to the new owners and now today is the day of the big event.
Tonight's opening night is for invited guests only, it's called their Kink Industry Party, should be fun. (they aren't open to the public yet, tonight's event is to bring together the organizers from local groups to play, socialize and check out the new place)
Here's what the new facility promises on it's Features page:
*Over 3500 square feet of playspace
*Dance floor playing club tunes
*BYOB bar with licensed server to make your drinks all night as you like 'em
*Social lounge
*Hot tub...bathing suit optional, but nudity encouraged
*2 public playrooms
*4 optional playrooms - you choose to play publicly with others or privately
as a couple... Just change the sign on the door
*BDSM dungeon playspace - perfect for spanking
*Hors d'oeuvers from scantily clad servers
*Erotic photography (limited availability)
*Toys to enhance your play
*Bed and breakfast - at the end of the night, the rooms are converted into
bed & breakfast rooms, so you don't have to worry about drinking and driving
*Valet parking
Rest assured I'll be checking the place out in depth and letting you know my thoughts on this promising new play space. I'm looking forward to this evening and the chance to see what new environment has been created for our sex-positive city.
Tonight's opening night is for invited guests only, it's called their Kink Industry Party, should be fun. (they aren't open to the public yet, tonight's event is to bring together the organizers from local groups to play, socialize and check out the new place)
Here's what the new facility promises on it's Features page:
*Over 3500 square feet of playspace
*Dance floor playing club tunes
*BYOB bar with licensed server to make your drinks all night as you like 'em
*Social lounge
*Hot tub...bathing suit optional, but nudity encouraged
*2 public playrooms
*4 optional playrooms - you choose to play publicly with others or privately
as a couple... Just change the sign on the door
*BDSM dungeon playspace - perfect for spanking
*Hors d'oeuvers from scantily clad servers
*Erotic photography (limited availability)
*Toys to enhance your play
*Bed and breakfast - at the end of the night, the rooms are converted into
bed & breakfast rooms, so you don't have to worry about drinking and driving
*Valet parking
Rest assured I'll be checking the place out in depth and letting you know my thoughts on this promising new play space. I'm looking forward to this evening and the chance to see what new environment has been created for our sex-positive city.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
submitting to some one new
reaching into my purse I pulled out the slip of paper given to me earlier with the room number I was heading to. Stepping off the hotels elevator I turned left, then right and for some reason turned around mid way to the correct room. Hearing a noise I was surprised to find Phil coming up behind me in the hall so late at night. Surprised and excited as I was hoping we'd get a chance to flirt some and maybe entertain the idea of play.
Instinctively I knew we were both going to the same place. A private party in a friends suite and we were obviously both invited guests.
It wasn't long before we were excusing ourselves from the play we were watching in the living room of other couples, to head in to the bedroom to create some intimate play of our own.
He told me to take off my clothes, and I did with speed, tossing them into a corner of the room. Bottoming to someone new, in a strange hotel room, in New York, in a room filled of nearly strangers - sure I'd do this for him. I wanted this experience.
Running his hands along my body, turning me front to back to view me, before ordering me onto the bed. Trembling a little I obeyed and blocked out all the distractions concentrating on his voice and demands of me.
My heart beating fast from a little bit of fear from playing with someone new. I'd told him of my limits earlier but not of the things that set me off, for the bad or the good, the things that can make or break a scene.
He bit me over and over and I did my best to stay still, be calm and good for him. I wanted him to want & like me, because I was hot for him.
His cane started cutting through the air at a faster rate and the backs of my thighs could feel the wind and the intensity of each stroke. Just as the burn would start to become to much, his lips would tenderly kiss away the pain. His hand would stroke away the bite and then he'd roughly pull me over and start caning the front of my legs.
Made me meet his eyes and keep a steady gaze with him as he did the tender areas of the fronts of my thighs with his cane. Grabbing and pinching the welts while laughing at my wincing and deep moaning. Showed no mercy as my body fought the waves of sensations, only grew hard from my struggles, I could feel his cock throb against me.
Grabbing me by the hair on the back of my neck and forcing his mouth over mine, I was hungry for his taste and so my mouth parted eagerly to eat him up.
Another woman laying on the other side of the bed had joined hands with me at some point during our ordeals. She being done by Lolita and I by Phil.
Lolita to Phil "be careful with the cane, see there, she's about to bleed"
Phil to Lolita "then give me another cane, I'm not done with her yet"
And then the two of them broke into singing the Muppets theme song over and over while tossing back their heads and laughing hysterically. It's madness in this hotel room, I'm screaming in pain from cane strikes that are leaving welts, the woman I'm holding hands with while laying on the bed is sobbing while on a sexual high and the two Tops in the room are singing the friggin Muppets. Insanity.
Jennifer to herself, someone give the man whatever he wants so that he can do whatever he wants to me. I'm all floaty and endorphined out, heart rate is accelerated and lust has left it's aroma permeating from between my legs.
I get caned more, then bitten and ordered to not move while other not nice things happen to me followed by moments of deliciousness as we come together as a bundle of sex energy.
He hurts me and asks me if I like it. Of course I like it and I like that you're spending the time to do this to me.
I'm going to leave a mark on your arm, a large mark he says smiling. So all during the conference, whenever I see you and walk by you, I can grab that bruise and push it and make you think of me over and over again. Grasping my upper arm tight, he canes the same spot on my outer upper arm till beads of perspiration are rolling off my head as it's tossing from side to side from the overwhelming sensations he's layering on my poor left arm.
By the time he's done caning my arm, it's already purple, blue and a deep violent red.
Eventually we cuddle up, me panting & grinding into him as he tells me that I'm a good girl. It's remarkable that he found just the right words to say at that moment.
I don't want to go back to my room, but I've got to teach a class at 9:30 in the morning and I must get some sleep.
Not wanting to end our time together, I push him playfully down flat on the bed on his back and straddle him with my nakedness. Pressing my hands into his body, I massage his head, face, torso, limbs, hands & feet till he's blissed out from my attention towards him.
Phil to Jennifer "I could really get used to being treated like this. I like you."
Jennifer to Phil "I'd like to play with you again, and yes, enjoy and get used to being treated like this. I like you too." ~ filled with raw sexual energy
Climbing off of the man covered in sweat from the workout of a scene with me I turn to the corner of the room to retrieve my clothes. Pulling on my pants, heels and before my top even gets on me, he's molesting me again from behind and I realize that the attention is something I was hungering for. And to have it come from someone that I got to actually play with and found sexy was just a huge added bonus.
This is a photo of Lolita, Allena & I.
Instinctively I knew we were both going to the same place. A private party in a friends suite and we were obviously both invited guests.
It wasn't long before we were excusing ourselves from the play we were watching in the living room of other couples, to head in to the bedroom to create some intimate play of our own.
He told me to take off my clothes, and I did with speed, tossing them into a corner of the room. Bottoming to someone new, in a strange hotel room, in New York, in a room filled of nearly strangers - sure I'd do this for him. I wanted this experience.
Running his hands along my body, turning me front to back to view me, before ordering me onto the bed. Trembling a little I obeyed and blocked out all the distractions concentrating on his voice and demands of me.
My heart beating fast from a little bit of fear from playing with someone new. I'd told him of my limits earlier but not of the things that set me off, for the bad or the good, the things that can make or break a scene.
He bit me over and over and I did my best to stay still, be calm and good for him. I wanted him to want & like me, because I was hot for him.
His cane started cutting through the air at a faster rate and the backs of my thighs could feel the wind and the intensity of each stroke. Just as the burn would start to become to much, his lips would tenderly kiss away the pain. His hand would stroke away the bite and then he'd roughly pull me over and start caning the front of my legs.
Made me meet his eyes and keep a steady gaze with him as he did the tender areas of the fronts of my thighs with his cane. Grabbing and pinching the welts while laughing at my wincing and deep moaning. Showed no mercy as my body fought the waves of sensations, only grew hard from my struggles, I could feel his cock throb against me.
Grabbing me by the hair on the back of my neck and forcing his mouth over mine, I was hungry for his taste and so my mouth parted eagerly to eat him up.
Another woman laying on the other side of the bed had joined hands with me at some point during our ordeals. She being done by Lolita and I by Phil.
Lolita to Phil "be careful with the cane, see there, she's about to bleed"
Phil to Lolita "then give me another cane, I'm not done with her yet"
And then the two of them broke into singing the Muppets theme song over and over while tossing back their heads and laughing hysterically. It's madness in this hotel room, I'm screaming in pain from cane strikes that are leaving welts, the woman I'm holding hands with while laying on the bed is sobbing while on a sexual high and the two Tops in the room are singing the friggin Muppets. Insanity.
Jennifer to herself, someone give the man whatever he wants so that he can do whatever he wants to me. I'm all floaty and endorphined out, heart rate is accelerated and lust has left it's aroma permeating from between my legs.
I get caned more, then bitten and ordered to not move while other not nice things happen to me followed by moments of deliciousness as we come together as a bundle of sex energy.
He hurts me and asks me if I like it. Of course I like it and I like that you're spending the time to do this to me.
I'm going to leave a mark on your arm, a large mark he says smiling. So all during the conference, whenever I see you and walk by you, I can grab that bruise and push it and make you think of me over and over again. Grasping my upper arm tight, he canes the same spot on my outer upper arm till beads of perspiration are rolling off my head as it's tossing from side to side from the overwhelming sensations he's layering on my poor left arm.
By the time he's done caning my arm, it's already purple, blue and a deep violent red.
Eventually we cuddle up, me panting & grinding into him as he tells me that I'm a good girl. It's remarkable that he found just the right words to say at that moment.
I don't want to go back to my room, but I've got to teach a class at 9:30 in the morning and I must get some sleep.
Not wanting to end our time together, I push him playfully down flat on the bed on his back and straddle him with my nakedness. Pressing my hands into his body, I massage his head, face, torso, limbs, hands & feet till he's blissed out from my attention towards him.
Phil to Jennifer "I could really get used to being treated like this. I like you."
Jennifer to Phil "I'd like to play with you again, and yes, enjoy and get used to being treated like this. I like you too." ~ filled with raw sexual energy
Climbing off of the man covered in sweat from the workout of a scene with me I turn to the corner of the room to retrieve my clothes. Pulling on my pants, heels and before my top even gets on me, he's molesting me again from behind and I realize that the attention is something I was hungering for. And to have it come from someone that I got to actually play with and found sexy was just a huge added bonus.
This is a photo of Lolita, Allena & I.
crisis of a Ford Escort
the windshield wipers on my car have stopped working and need to be repaired ASAP. Does anyone have this talent?
If so, please e-mail me privately off list at jennifer@libidoevents.com
I'd be most grateful as would my car & child; driving without wipers is crazy and not something I'm wanting to be doing for long. I've a ton of things to do this long weekend and need my car in good working order to accomplish them all.
Can you help me? Pretty please, there could even be a little something in here for you as a thank you.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
endings
was in a fulfilling D/s relationship with kara for two and a half years, she as my service bottom and I as her Top. When we started out, we had no idea how far we'd travel together but over the years we grew close, strong and eventually fell in love.
kara was the ideal young submissive woman, beautiful, eager and wanting to serve, me. She fell for me as quickly as I fell for her. We took life by storm and had wonderful times together doing amazing things.
kara saw me through my early days of teaching and supported me as I found my way as an educator. She stood next to me making sure I had what I needed and often moved the light in my direction so I'd look good. In SM we played hard and my girl allowed me the privilege of playing on her body and with her mind always with her consent but often with trust as she gave consent to me for some things before even asking what. Trust, deep unwaivering trust. I found her body exciting, her reactions sexy and her submission to me mesmerizing.
kara did things for me, both personal and professional. Things I asked for and some times things I didn't even ask for or even know that I needed.
kara lit up my life and before long my service bottom and I were also in love.
As an act of love & dominance her nipples were pierced privately on my whim in my living room. Her partner present, because I knew the depth of importance of this act, not just to me, but to her and her life. The moment was powerful and only made us closer.
We traveled together, played together, dated, became a "couplehood" to our peers and time ticked on.
My activism grew and has continued to grow over the years. More and more, my time has disappeared and what was important to me has now all but slipped by. With huge demands on my time and a deep need to retain some alone time & family life I let some things slip.
Kara is no longer my service bottom and has not been for a few months now. It's been hard to adjust to the change of not having her in my daily life and to know her now from a far. I miss her greatly and know that our ending our relationship was because of my pursuits.
I'm still in love with her and wish only good things for both her and her life partner. As a polyamorous person it pleases me to know that Kara will always have a place in my life and heart and that I don't need to cut her out or make anyone wrong.
We grew apart and our interests shifted and what was, is no longer. What will never change is the fact that with Kara, I was often reminded of my own early days of discovery in SM and because of this, I did what I could to show her really good experiences and life lessons. Do no harm and leave her with rich memories.
From guiding her, I learned how to be a better Top. From Kara I learned grace and I was shown what dedication was.
In no longer being in a D/s relationship with Kara I also have come to realize how lonely at times activism can be and the costs of such pursuits. I'm forever grateful though for all the days we had together because it's out of those days that I have the best memories and fondest thoughts.
I love you Kara, thank you for sharing yourself with me so freely over the years.
kara was the ideal young submissive woman, beautiful, eager and wanting to serve, me. She fell for me as quickly as I fell for her. We took life by storm and had wonderful times together doing amazing things.
kara saw me through my early days of teaching and supported me as I found my way as an educator. She stood next to me making sure I had what I needed and often moved the light in my direction so I'd look good. In SM we played hard and my girl allowed me the privilege of playing on her body and with her mind always with her consent but often with trust as she gave consent to me for some things before even asking what. Trust, deep unwaivering trust. I found her body exciting, her reactions sexy and her submission to me mesmerizing.
kara did things for me, both personal and professional. Things I asked for and some times things I didn't even ask for or even know that I needed.
kara lit up my life and before long my service bottom and I were also in love.
As an act of love & dominance her nipples were pierced privately on my whim in my living room. Her partner present, because I knew the depth of importance of this act, not just to me, but to her and her life. The moment was powerful and only made us closer.
We traveled together, played together, dated, became a "couplehood" to our peers and time ticked on.
My activism grew and has continued to grow over the years. More and more, my time has disappeared and what was important to me has now all but slipped by. With huge demands on my time and a deep need to retain some alone time & family life I let some things slip.
Kara is no longer my service bottom and has not been for a few months now. It's been hard to adjust to the change of not having her in my daily life and to know her now from a far. I miss her greatly and know that our ending our relationship was because of my pursuits.
I'm still in love with her and wish only good things for both her and her life partner. As a polyamorous person it pleases me to know that Kara will always have a place in my life and heart and that I don't need to cut her out or make anyone wrong.
We grew apart and our interests shifted and what was, is no longer. What will never change is the fact that with Kara, I was often reminded of my own early days of discovery in SM and because of this, I did what I could to show her really good experiences and life lessons. Do no harm and leave her with rich memories.
From guiding her, I learned how to be a better Top. From Kara I learned grace and I was shown what dedication was.
In no longer being in a D/s relationship with Kara I also have come to realize how lonely at times activism can be and the costs of such pursuits. I'm forever grateful though for all the days we had together because it's out of those days that I have the best memories and fondest thoughts.
I love you Kara, thank you for sharing yourself with me so freely over the years.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
TES last Saturday
here's a photo of Tim & I and another of Allena and I prior to us all leaving for the TES play party last Saturday night in New York...
The World of a strange man... or, a man of a strange world, (see April 11) is who I bottomed to on Saturday night. Took off all those clothes in the photo above save for my black leather thong and heels, standing naked before him and his single tail whip for a scene that left me shaking "like a leaf" and marked like a street filled city map. Pain, submission and arousal filled me up and off I happily floated on endorphins. He brought me to my knees and suffice to say I will not be seen at home sans clothing for some time as my body heals.
No energy to write any more, must sleep. Arrived back today at 4:00pm. So glad to return finally to my home and daughter.
Sunday, April 09, 2006
early rising
got to bed at exactly 4:25 this morning, and it's now 9:15. That's not enough sleep for me, but I have a breakfast meeting/appointment so I'm the only one up in the room. And my ggoodness am I ever wiped out.
Off to breakfast, then back here to bed. I was a play party maniac last night at TES and will be recovering for some time. A man by the name of Boymeat, was pivotal to my evening being such a success. Surprisingly even to me. More details later on the club and the play we did.
Off to breakfast, then back here to bed. I was a play party maniac last night at TES and will be recovering for some time. A man by the name of Boymeat, was pivotal to my evening being such a success. Surprisingly even to me. More details later on the club and the play we did.
Saturday, April 08, 2006
classes & play party tonight
LLC has Board Openings and I picked up an application package today after attending their roundtable on "what being on the board entails." Aside from a 3 year commitment there's not a lot that was a surprise to me-I've even got a number of people prompting me down this activism path. And this would be big for me to do something this profound. Knowing full well it will change my activism, of course, I'm still looking at doing it.
I've just woken up from a nap after teaching this morning, what a wonderful full class on Leadership As Service. Next I attended a class and went to one on post burn out and how to avoid and recognize if this is happening for you.
In a few minutes I'll return to the conference floor to where leather, leadership and fellowship are awaiting. It's so invigorating to be around so many other people who share a pursuit similar to my own and who appreciate and understand the struggles and issues faced.
One more class today and then off to a MASSIVE play party tonight at TES. Tonight will be where I find myself some time to cut loose and play. Perhaps I'll even wear my new corset and post a photo of how it looks.
more later, off to masturbate and then return to the crowds of people downstairs
I've just woken up from a nap after teaching this morning, what a wonderful full class on Leadership As Service. Next I attended a class and went to one on post burn out and how to avoid and recognize if this is happening for you.
In a few minutes I'll return to the conference floor to where leather, leadership and fellowship are awaiting. It's so invigorating to be around so many other people who share a pursuit similar to my own and who appreciate and understand the struggles and issues faced.
One more class today and then off to a MASSIVE play party tonight at TES. Tonight will be where I find myself some time to cut loose and play. Perhaps I'll even wear my new corset and post a photo of how it looks.
more later, off to masturbate and then return to the crowds of people downstairs
Friday, April 07, 2006
opening ceremonies & more (of course)
Took the subway to have breakfast with Michele Serchuk and then we headed out over to the East Village for shopping and touring the sights.
Imagine my delight at finding a wonderful leather corset in an extra small that fit me AND looked good on. I found one made by Stormy Leather and had to have it...now here it sits in the hotel room, MINE. It's not often that I buy things for myself so it was even more of a surprise/treat for myself when just a few short hours later I found the most stunning pair of leather 5 inch stilleto heels in black. Had to own them, I really did and trying to not feel guilty, I bought them as well.
Stopped by to see Pet Silvia at Art at Large and had the chance to finally see his gallery which happens to be in the Hells Kitchen Neighborhood. Very amazing space and the art adorning the place is mesmermizing. Spent time visiting and catching up together and then sadly it was time to go. I'm working on a project with Pet and hope to have more to tell you about it in the coming months.
Art @ Large represents all the very best talent in the genre of Underground, Neo-Erotic & Figurative Fine Art.
Their artists are so cutting edge, they bleed. It's an art that excites - art that is alive and diverse. The works exhibited at the gallery are truly the 21st century celebration of the human form, sexuality, and human behavior.
Back to hotel finally for a shower to get NY off of me. Tim was so helpful with my shower, he dried me off afterwards, leaving me feeling pampered. This after he was on his bed doing penis tricks for Bella and I.
Got dressed into some pretty girl clothes and headed downstairs for registration to LLC. Once registered I headed straight in to the main hall to run straight into Jay Wiseman, who I've now hired again to teach for Libido Events. Grabbed chairs for Tim, Bella and I close to the front and proceed to be amazed at the evenings speakers.
Mary Frances Berry blew me out of my seat. Talk about being inspired, this woman is powerful, and a freddom fighter. Mary is former chair of the U.S. Commission on Civil Rights. Dr. Berry has been a persistent advocate for equal rights for over thirty years. In her public service, and as a scholar and activist, she has stood firmly for an end to discrimination based on gender, race and sexual orientation. She is a professor at the University of Pennsylvania and currently serves on the board of the Woodhull Freedom Foundation.
After the opening ceremonies and speakers, food was eaten and the real socializing of attendees started. Was invited to a private party in Glenda's room, she's with the NCSF. Certainly couldn't refuse her offer since we've always had such good chemistry together, so off I went and had a blast.
Then off to the hospitality suite to schmooze with the other presenters and guests before making my way back to the room here finally. Now I'm eating cold left overs from last night while sitting naked typing.
Time for me to got to sleep though as I'm teaching at 9:30 tomorrow morning.
FYI - what I've written today is only 30% of what I've actually done and seen.
In case I've not mentioned it in a while, my life is amazing!
Imagine my delight at finding a wonderful leather corset in an extra small that fit me AND looked good on. I found one made by Stormy Leather and had to have it...now here it sits in the hotel room, MINE. It's not often that I buy things for myself so it was even more of a surprise/treat for myself when just a few short hours later I found the most stunning pair of leather 5 inch stilleto heels in black. Had to own them, I really did and trying to not feel guilty, I bought them as well.
Stopped by to see Pet Silvia at Art at Large and had the chance to finally see his gallery which happens to be in the Hells Kitchen Neighborhood. Very amazing space and the art adorning the place is mesmermizing. Spent time visiting and catching up together and then sadly it was time to go. I'm working on a project with Pet and hope to have more to tell you about it in the coming months.
Art @ Large represents all the very best talent in the genre of Underground, Neo-Erotic & Figurative Fine Art.
Their artists are so cutting edge, they bleed. It's an art that excites - art that is alive and diverse. The works exhibited at the gallery are truly the 21st century celebration of the human form, sexuality, and human behavior.
Back to hotel finally for a shower to get NY off of me. Tim was so helpful with my shower, he dried me off afterwards, leaving me feeling pampered. This after he was on his bed doing penis tricks for Bella and I.
Got dressed into some pretty girl clothes and headed downstairs for registration to LLC. Once registered I headed straight in to the main hall to run straight into Jay Wiseman, who I've now hired again to teach for Libido Events. Grabbed chairs for Tim, Bella and I close to the front and proceed to be amazed at the evenings speakers.
Mary Frances Berry blew me out of my seat. Talk about being inspired, this woman is powerful, and a freddom fighter. Mary is former chair of the U.S. Commission on Civil Rights. Dr. Berry has been a persistent advocate for equal rights for over thirty years. In her public service, and as a scholar and activist, she has stood firmly for an end to discrimination based on gender, race and sexual orientation. She is a professor at the University of Pennsylvania and currently serves on the board of the Woodhull Freedom Foundation.
After the opening ceremonies and speakers, food was eaten and the real socializing of attendees started. Was invited to a private party in Glenda's room, she's with the NCSF. Certainly couldn't refuse her offer since we've always had such good chemistry together, so off I went and had a blast.
Then off to the hospitality suite to schmooze with the other presenters and guests before making my way back to the room here finally. Now I'm eating cold left overs from last night while sitting naked typing.
Time for me to got to sleep though as I'm teaching at 9:30 tomorrow morning.
FYI - what I've written today is only 30% of what I've actually done and seen.
In case I've not mentioned it in a while, my life is amazing!
Thursday, April 06, 2006
by subway
not a lot of time to type, but here goes...
We had a room upgrade this morning to a deluxe suite (our toilet and shower were both in need of repair in our old room). This means that we are now living in the lap of luxury here at the New Yorker Hotel and our place is big enough for a party. Yippee. Have I mentioned yet that we are right across the street from Madison Square Gardens? Well, we are!
After the room upgrade we headed out to explore more of what NY has to offer using of course the Subway, in fact, the C train. We saw the Statue of Liberty and the memorials for those who died in service. We hired a woman with a bicycle that carries three, to drive us on a stunning and educational tour of Central Park. Had a hot dog from the stand at the gates of the park, laid on the John Lennon memorial in Central Park and saw more history there than I can type at this moment.
Met a police man and had my photo taken with him because he was standing next to a NY cab an eating a hot dog with his police car door open. How stereotypical I thought to myself! I told him how hot he was in his uniform and that I was a proud Canadian resident, hailing from Vancouver, just visiting NY. Then I smiled at him and asked politely if I could touch him. Imagine my surprise when he said yes with a huge smile and allowed my to run my hands over him as he then posed for a photo with Bella and I. Too cool.
Ground Zero was nothing that I feel I have words to describe. The tears just rolled off my face and the heaviness in my chest was overwhelmingly filled with sadness at the sight of such destruction, violence and death. The amount of people who like me are drawn to stand at the gates of ground zero and watch with hope as they rebuild the area, the towers and the lives of all those touched by this tragedy is touching and heartbreaking. No way to even to know who lost a loved one versus whose personal sense of safety in this world was changed. Everyone standing together at the wall of separation between ground zero and the streets all looked at one another the same. Peacefully and with a look of hope. Please oh please, never again.
Had to go, was pulled by a force greater than myself into the church that was refuge to the workers, aid providers and help that came pouring into the financial district. Parish of Trinity Church. Chancel, St. Paul's Chapel. Mesmerizing beauty and peace resides in this place of worship along with an indoor memorial to 9/11.
Cards, letters and gifts adorn the church having been sent as support from people ALL over the world. I prayed on my knees and left humbled by others sacrifices. Displays walk you through all that happened in the days, weeks and months following the terrorist attack so a deeper understanding can happen for those who are seeking to fill in their own blanks. I found many answers there for myself and now have many more questions that only time will answer.
Back to hotel to drop bags, kick off shoes and relax for a short bit. Standing looking out the window of our room at the view of the Empire State Building and the ocean soaking it in when suddenly some hands were roaming my body.
Tim had found the strength to get off the bed and massage me for quite some time while I just absorbed the visuals of the city. Now, Tim and Allena are off having dinner and then going to a play together. My plan is a bath, nap, sushi dinner and then back to Times Square to wander by myself for a while.
Last night when I arrived into Times Square the first thing I did was phone and talk to my daughter. Wish she was here to have share this experience with me, another time....
speaking off time, I should head to the tub and have a soak. No wait! First an orgasm since I did remember to pack my favorite vibrator, some lube and now I've even got privacy. Tried to have a big O yesterday, but with Tim watching me intently and Allena typing on the computer, I was feeling a little to crowded for successful masturbation to orgasm. It was a good time trying though. Wish me luck now as this will be my first NY orgasm.
We had a room upgrade this morning to a deluxe suite (our toilet and shower were both in need of repair in our old room). This means that we are now living in the lap of luxury here at the New Yorker Hotel and our place is big enough for a party. Yippee. Have I mentioned yet that we are right across the street from Madison Square Gardens? Well, we are!
After the room upgrade we headed out to explore more of what NY has to offer using of course the Subway, in fact, the C train. We saw the Statue of Liberty and the memorials for those who died in service. We hired a woman with a bicycle that carries three, to drive us on a stunning and educational tour of Central Park. Had a hot dog from the stand at the gates of the park, laid on the John Lennon memorial in Central Park and saw more history there than I can type at this moment.
Met a police man and had my photo taken with him because he was standing next to a NY cab an eating a hot dog with his police car door open. How stereotypical I thought to myself! I told him how hot he was in his uniform and that I was a proud Canadian resident, hailing from Vancouver, just visiting NY. Then I smiled at him and asked politely if I could touch him. Imagine my surprise when he said yes with a huge smile and allowed my to run my hands over him as he then posed for a photo with Bella and I. Too cool.
Ground Zero was nothing that I feel I have words to describe. The tears just rolled off my face and the heaviness in my chest was overwhelmingly filled with sadness at the sight of such destruction, violence and death. The amount of people who like me are drawn to stand at the gates of ground zero and watch with hope as they rebuild the area, the towers and the lives of all those touched by this tragedy is touching and heartbreaking. No way to even to know who lost a loved one versus whose personal sense of safety in this world was changed. Everyone standing together at the wall of separation between ground zero and the streets all looked at one another the same. Peacefully and with a look of hope. Please oh please, never again.
Had to go, was pulled by a force greater than myself into the church that was refuge to the workers, aid providers and help that came pouring into the financial district. Parish of Trinity Church. Chancel, St. Paul's Chapel. Mesmerizing beauty and peace resides in this place of worship along with an indoor memorial to 9/11.
Cards, letters and gifts adorn the church having been sent as support from people ALL over the world. I prayed on my knees and left humbled by others sacrifices. Displays walk you through all that happened in the days, weeks and months following the terrorist attack so a deeper understanding can happen for those who are seeking to fill in their own blanks. I found many answers there for myself and now have many more questions that only time will answer.
Back to hotel to drop bags, kick off shoes and relax for a short bit. Standing looking out the window of our room at the view of the Empire State Building and the ocean soaking it in when suddenly some hands were roaming my body.
Tim had found the strength to get off the bed and massage me for quite some time while I just absorbed the visuals of the city. Now, Tim and Allena are off having dinner and then going to a play together. My plan is a bath, nap, sushi dinner and then back to Times Square to wander by myself for a while.
Last night when I arrived into Times Square the first thing I did was phone and talk to my daughter. Wish she was here to have share this experience with me, another time....
speaking off time, I should head to the tub and have a soak. No wait! First an orgasm since I did remember to pack my favorite vibrator, some lube and now I've even got privacy. Tried to have a big O yesterday, but with Tim watching me intently and Allena typing on the computer, I was feeling a little to crowded for successful masturbation to orgasm. It was a good time trying though. Wish me luck now as this will be my first NY orgasm.
we're awake
awoke this morning to Tim, Bella and I all in the same bed together. Hmm, it was so nice to have that much love and warmth along side me.
We're heading to Central Park in a few minutes to sit and play cards in the beautiful weather that today is offering & to have a hot dog from the stand at the corner. :) The park is within walking distance and from there we'll be going to the Empire State Building. After the State Building it is off to Ground Zero.
I'm drawn to Ground Zero and feel like I must see it to understand better what really happened here on 9/11. The city is so friendly, it's difficult to believe that such a disaster was brought to these people and this place. My heart aches at the sadness of what's happened.
Did I mention that it snowed here yesterday morning? Well it did! For about 2 hours and then it stopped.
Tim is currently eating a HO HO right now for breakfast. It's obviously time to leave for brekfast.
We're heading to Central Park in a few minutes to sit and play cards in the beautiful weather that today is offering & to have a hot dog from the stand at the corner. :) The park is within walking distance and from there we'll be going to the Empire State Building. After the State Building it is off to Ground Zero.
I'm drawn to Ground Zero and feel like I must see it to understand better what really happened here on 9/11. The city is so friendly, it's difficult to believe that such a disaster was brought to these people and this place. My heart aches at the sadness of what's happened.
Did I mention that it snowed here yesterday morning? Well it did! For about 2 hours and then it stopped.
Tim is currently eating a HO HO right now for breakfast. It's obviously time to leave for brekfast.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
New York I've arrived
ok, so right now the time here in NY is 1:48 in the morning. 3 hours ahead of the west coast and definitely not on my internal time schedule. We took the red eye in NY arriving in to the JFK airport at 6:30 yesterday morning. Wednesday morning that is. We had a town car awaiting us at the airport and our driver brought us to the New Yorker Hotel, which is not only where we are staying this week but also where the conference is.
Our room is on the 34th floor and the Empire State Building is like 4 blocks away and visible forever and a day. After we checked in this morning we dropped our bags and went and walked through the neighborhood to get a feel for it all. It's spectacular here.
After grabbing a quick bite to eat, we came back to the room for a 2 hour nap and then headed straight for the subway. On the train we headed straight to Greenwich Village where we shopped the afternoon away. Back to the hotel to change and drop purchases before heading back out to .....
TIMES SQUARE at 8:30 this evening, once it was dark and since it's only 7 blocks away, the action is just so close and exciting. I am so attracted to lights that I almost had an orgasm as the streets lit up with visuals like nothing I've ever seen before and something that I plan on seeing again before I leave NY
We had a very late dinner at Bubba Gumps, fashioned after the Forest Gump movie and damn did we ever have a fabulous meal and incredible service. The service so good in fact that our server is sitting here right now in our room having a visit with us and filling us in on NY while flirting up a storm.
I am now going to crawl into bed next to Bella, wrap my naked self around her sexy luschious body, find our sweet spot and drift off to a peaceful sleep. (with Tim in the bed next to us)
Night from New York City!
Monday, April 03, 2006
what's in the bags?
and there's still a few more items on my list to be packed up into my suitcase before I head to bed tonight.
In less than 11 hours I will be on my way to New York!
WOW WOW WOW
support
Support comes in many forms. Sometimes words & actions, other times someone's presence and on some occasions support means money.
My being able to attend the Leather Leadership Conference was made possible by the generous financial support of
Citrus O Carpet Cleaning
Little Sisters Book Store
Storm Brewing
I leave in less than 24 hours, hooray! I filled my car with gas for the drive to Seattle and topped up my tires with air already. The trunk is cleaned out, oh yes, I still need to empty out my wallet and just take the necessities for ID.
While I'm so far away my daughter will need some support. Earlier I picked up a couple of "missing you" greeting cards from the store and will fill them in and start mailing them to my daughter today. Then she'll actually get mail from me for most of my time way if I start sending it to her before I leave. Also picked up a few packages of small little scrap booking supplies so they'll fit in the envelopes as a surprise treat for her.
Just got an email from friends; their plan is to attend the Museum of Modern Art this Friday by sliding out of the conference for a quick tour of MOMA. How cool to have friends to attend this legendary place with, I'm just not sure about missing any of the conference. But then rumor has it, that the museum is FREE on Fridays, and that make it look even more enticing.
Some time soon I've got to remember to talk about my friend Casy. She's a distributor for adult toys in N Delta, a good friend of mine, supporter or Libido Events and one hell of a sexy woman. Waving a big hi at you Casy and saying thanks again for your continued support of both Libido Events and myself & activism. You have my thanks & respect. Plus I like knowing that I can have my way with you at any time and that it would make you and your partners happy. [insert evil little laugh here]
Linnea, I'm waving at you babe and saying hello because I'm unable to touch base for a couple of weeks now on the phone. Got your message though and it made me smile, you always do though.
Shantar, let's talk as soon as I return and Hugh I adore you, thank you for the chair support.
My being able to attend the Leather Leadership Conference was made possible by the generous financial support of
Citrus O Carpet Cleaning
Little Sisters Book Store
Storm Brewing
I leave in less than 24 hours, hooray! I filled my car with gas for the drive to Seattle and topped up my tires with air already. The trunk is cleaned out, oh yes, I still need to empty out my wallet and just take the necessities for ID.
While I'm so far away my daughter will need some support. Earlier I picked up a couple of "missing you" greeting cards from the store and will fill them in and start mailing them to my daughter today. Then she'll actually get mail from me for most of my time way if I start sending it to her before I leave. Also picked up a few packages of small little scrap booking supplies so they'll fit in the envelopes as a surprise treat for her.
Just got an email from friends; their plan is to attend the Museum of Modern Art this Friday by sliding out of the conference for a quick tour of MOMA. How cool to have friends to attend this legendary place with, I'm just not sure about missing any of the conference. But then rumor has it, that the museum is FREE on Fridays, and that make it look even more enticing.
Some time soon I've got to remember to talk about my friend Casy. She's a distributor for adult toys in N Delta, a good friend of mine, supporter or Libido Events and one hell of a sexy woman. Waving a big hi at you Casy and saying thanks again for your continued support of both Libido Events and myself & activism. You have my thanks & respect. Plus I like knowing that I can have my way with you at any time and that it would make you and your partners happy. [insert evil little laugh here]
Linnea, I'm waving at you babe and saying hello because I'm unable to touch base for a couple of weeks now on the phone. Got your message though and it made me smile, you always do though.
Shantar, let's talk as soon as I return and Hugh I adore you, thank you for the chair support.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
New York class
Proudly, this is now my third year presenting for LLC and below is my contribution for this year. As a sex activist this is one of the highlights of my year and also the one event where I'm most humbled to be amongst such legendary people, some of whom have even helped shaped me in to who I am today.
Catching up though with everyone is an exhausting event in of itself, never mind the workshop and the poster session I've signed Libido Events up for.
INDIVIDUAL SKILLS TRACK
Session I
Leadership as Service
Our community is one of strong egos and opinions and many people who claim to be leaders. It is our opinion that the best leaders come from a place of service. We will attempt to answer the following questions. What is Service? For that matter, what is Leadership? What does it entail? Does it mean that you have to bottoming to the community and those who you lead? Please come prepared for discussion and dialogue.
Allena, Jennifer Skrukwa, Marie Gagnon
shoe whore
On Tuesday I leave. I'm so excited to be heading to New York City for the first time in my life and to be sharing the experience with Bella.
Started my packing my bags two days ago as there is that much that needs planned for in the way of clothes and SHOES.
Oh my, am I ever a shoe whore. I'm taking 5 pair of heels, two pairs of boots and a pair of sneakers! Fabulous choices I made in the footwear department after figuring out what clothes I was going to be needing to coordinate them to. What an ordeal to gather all the outfits necessary for this 6 day long excursion. Romping around my room half naked trying clothes on, then discarding them back to my closet or folding them into my suitcase to become my wardrobe while away.
Still more packing to happen and a few things left to pick up from a store, then I'll be ready to fly away. In the mean time, I must finish completing work projects on my computer and spending plenty of quality time with my daughter before she heads to her dads over this time.
Today my mom and step father were over visiting for a few hours, which was a really delightful change. Usually we only see them when we go to their place, so it's a big treat to have had them here. Once they left I realized that the new anatomically correct penis and vagina models I have were on proud display on top of a shelf in their line of sight.
Bacon, eggs and hashbrowns at 3:00 this afternoon for my daughter and I and now that Shaw spent part of today working on my internet, I'm happily back on line after sporadic connectivity for the past few days. The joys of internet. yuck
Started my packing my bags two days ago as there is that much that needs planned for in the way of clothes and SHOES.
Oh my, am I ever a shoe whore. I'm taking 5 pair of heels, two pairs of boots and a pair of sneakers! Fabulous choices I made in the footwear department after figuring out what clothes I was going to be needing to coordinate them to. What an ordeal to gather all the outfits necessary for this 6 day long excursion. Romping around my room half naked trying clothes on, then discarding them back to my closet or folding them into my suitcase to become my wardrobe while away.
Still more packing to happen and a few things left to pick up from a store, then I'll be ready to fly away. In the mean time, I must finish completing work projects on my computer and spending plenty of quality time with my daughter before she heads to her dads over this time.
Today my mom and step father were over visiting for a few hours, which was a really delightful change. Usually we only see them when we go to their place, so it's a big treat to have had them here. Once they left I realized that the new anatomically correct penis and vagina models I have were on proud display on top of a shelf in their line of sight.
Bacon, eggs and hashbrowns at 3:00 this afternoon for my daughter and I and now that Shaw spent part of today working on my internet, I'm happily back on line after sporadic connectivity for the past few days. The joys of internet. yuck
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