why I am sought after

This person is drawn to knowing me as a Coach and Educator due to my passionate living as a sex-positive woman. We share a common interest as we are both Girl Guide mothers and have the ability to love both men and women. Often times I end up being a role model for women who have discovered a truth about their sexuality after they have become mothers when they are looking to share their discovery with others. My voice is loud and strong when it comes to female sexual pleasures and it pleases me to no end to inspire others to find what they need.

Dear Jennifer,

I'm interested in knowing you because you are a Girl Guide mother too! - just like me.

And because you are a parent with an alternative sexuality - just like me.

And because you are a hedonistic bohemian - truth, freedom, beauty and love.

And because you are so open and out and dynamic - not just like me.

Background - I think our paths might have crossed at XXXXXXX. My daughter's sperm donor is Patrick Cat. XXX and XXX are my children's aunts. Not that I have spent really anytime in Vancouver in the past decade, I do know part of that crowd.

More background - I came out a baby dyke in the 1970's; still in high school and easily absorbed into the lesbian feminist community and movement of XXX. Met XXXX in '84 (she was only 19) - we fell in love and mated - careers, cars, home and children - son in 85 and daughter in 1989. We broke up in 1995. Very hard but we survived well. I took that crisis to be the opportunity for me to explore my sexuality, my kink, BDSM, and men. And I did so to moderate extremes.

Now, I am partnered with a man. We live happily in a beautiful prosperous home with my 2 children and his children. Privately, very discretely, we seek to actualize ourselves and our relationship as Master and slave. It is kept secret from family and public. I admire how out you are and know how important it is that you are out.

To make a long story only one of medium length - I am a Girl Guide Mom too! So, given that we share this in common and that I have many matters to discuss with you re. sex and parenting - well, that is why I want to meet you.

cut here for privacy and length

XXXXXXX

life goodness

Turning off the blaring loud alarm I rolled out of bed this morning shuffling towards the bathroom and babbling out loud to myself something along the lines-of, "it's too early to even know what day of the week it is." My prince sleepily calls out from the bed "it's another day RC loves Jenn even more!" Smiling and happy my heart swelled, another day began.

Laying in bed later this afternoon we ate Haagen Dazs Extraas Sticky Toffee Pudding ice cream out of the carton till it was emptied, we snuggled into one another planning the next few months out - I most certainly felt like a princess.

My computers power cord died. One would think I was viewing illegal porn to make such things happen alas that was not the case. Ironically I was reading local behind the scenes sex-politics forwarded emails when the wire decided to combust.

RC remained calm which was good because I was not. As smoke made ringlets above my laptop, my stomach flipped. RC unplugged the cord and was promptly on the phone to Apple who in turn agreed to ship me a new power cord after making sure that both of us and the computer were all alright. Yeah for extended warranties!

Tomorrow is a sleep-in day and I'm looking forward to the chance to hang out in bed after a good rest. Then I have an entire afternoon of work to do before heading out to teach Tie Me To The Bed Posts Please - bedroom bondage basics. The afternoon of work will be done sans clothing laying on my bed, laptop next to me and piles of paperwork all round.

March 22 Thursday
7:30 - 9:30pm
Tie Me To The Bed Posts Please - bedroom bondage basics
presented by Jennifer
Venue: Little Sisters 1238 Davie Street Vancouver
604-669-1753
$15 in advance by phone or pay at the door


Ever thought tying up your partner could be sexy? Or being tied up could be fun? Well you're right!

This workshop will talk about safety issues and show you some of the best ways to tie up your lover for an enjoyable bondage experience. The different effects that bondage can have will be shown, from blissful meditation and serenity to enhancing other types of interactive sex play. Emphasis will be on simple forms of bondage which can be performed easily, using common household items many people generally already have at home.

* There is no requirement to attend this workshop with someone else; attend alone or with a friend or partner.

*please bring a notebook & pen to class

Bonus: your ticket to the workshop is also good for 20% off merchandise.

Fellatio class tonight

TONIGHT'S COCK SUCKING & FELLATIO CLASS, JOIN ME & LEARN SOME EXCITING NEW SKILLS...

March 20 Tuesday
7:30 - 9:30pm
Cock Sucking: The Hand Job, Blow Job class
(women only)
presented by Jennifer
Venue: Love Nest 4687 Kingsway, Burnaby
$25 pay at door, cash, no reservations

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Giving great head is an erotic activity that takes practice, time and the belief that a job worth doing, is worth doing amazing. Jennifer will spend the evening demonstrating oral sex techniques that you too will be able to master by nights end.

This class will cover: basic anatomy, hygiene and preparing for; a blow job & a full on hand job along with stroking & sucking techniques for the beginner cock sucker to the more advanced fellatio aficionado who also will learn deep throat skills and gagging help. Tips on toys, lube, positions and how to set the mood.

*please bring a notebook & pen to class

Spring Break has arrived

With Spring Break officially underway in our home, it's confirmed that we will not live with a house hold schedule this week. Normal life will return next week, when my daughter is back to school and regular life hours will resume.

Locked away in a woman's condo in downtown Vancouver this morning, I spent three very fast moving hours alone with her doing private coaching work. G-Spot stimulation, arousal process, strap-on choices, wax & ice play, sensation seeking, communicating desires, bondage tips, orgasm building, sexual tension and a few other topics were all things we covered. Interactive, engaging, fueled by my clients interests and not my own agenda, she took so much from our time together.

I broke a sweat running through everything in such a short period of time and as I was packing to leave my client spoke of bringing me back again. My job is powerful, the chance to help people transforms their sex lives into something that is fulfilling for themselves gives me a great feeling of accomplishment professionally.

Now I'm home with my teen-ager who is on her Spring Break and I'm finally having a relax after such a busy day thus far. It takes much energy to do sex coaching, the focus is intense and emotions usually run so high. Stopped at Safeway on the way home and grabbed some groceries as RC will be here after work tonight and we've got a family night planned with a roast in the oven to enjoy along with all the fix ins'.

folded laundry = happy woman

My daughter and I walked into the house early this afternoon to Nelly Furtado booming out of the stereo with MANEATER and RC dancing around folding a large stack of laundry. A sight to make me laugh and feel loved all at once. The child laughed for a good couple of minutes. Life is good.

Later this evening, I'm teaching Strap-It-On & Slide-It-In at The Love Nest in Burnaby.

March 18 Sunday
6:00 - 8:00pm
Strap-It-On and Slide-It-In
(open to men & women, couples & singles)
presented by Jennifer
Venue: Love Nest 4687 Kingsway, Burnaby
$25 pay at door, cash
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If you have a strap-on of your own please bring it, if not know that we'll cover a section on how to choose the best one for yourself. This is the class where strap-on sex is explained in a manner that will leave you feeling at ease with the topic and eager to try out the techniques that abundantly fill it. We'll discuss prostate and g-spot stimulation along with orgasm building exercises to build sexual tension to multiple peaking points. Positions of ease for the person wearing the strap-on based on body shapes along with a brush up on anal anatomy will also be covered. There will be plenty of opportunity for individual questions.


*please bring a notebook & pen to class

thigh high stockings

Stockings from David. Thank you. :)

New Shoes

Today found RC and I enjoying some shopping time downtown together after a late morning in bed. Fluevogs had nothing of interest for my womanly "kinky" slimmer heeled shoe lust, nor did Aldo offer anything eye-catching in knee high boots. We tried a few other stores along the stroll but no such no luck.

Then a trip to a store that really threw me off balance emotionally. I won't say what store upset me nor will I say what the trigger was, my reaction though was palpable. I will say that upon leaving the beauty of the store I burst out into tears and ended up being drawn onto RC's lap on a bench on the sidewalk having a good ol' cry & cuddle while I sorted myself out.

Then like magic, we hit another store and had s-u-c-c-e-s-s! A new pair of solid 5 inch heels in shiny black, no platform with a thick ankle strap and a silver buckle. Tres magnifique! My afternoon shined, despite the crappy weather.

It's a family night tonight and we are all here at home. Child, RC & I. This is the most incredibly real experience for me, falling in love with RC and deciding that we wanted a family. It's started already.

Pride Vancouver 2007

By 8:45 this morning I was already sitting in the back office at Little Sisters with Jim, another early meeting between us. We agreed on classes, booking dates till into October of this year with much ease. Together we're working on a project that is taking us months to bring to maximum fruition: it's for the gay-leather community. (Reive is going to be very proud of me)

I'm writing a new education series and it's not for the general public. It's for store employees, product reps, owners of chains, health care workers, toy manufacturers, movie industry writers, media etc. The whole series designed by me with a sex-positive tone. Little Sisters is the third entity to work with me in this genre.

We have large plans surrounding Pride this year, I can't wait for the unveiling of the new posters. Oh and Homopolooza as well, count on seeing me there teaching too.

Jim being ever so generous towards me as an educator, sent me home with a few items that are unique and exciting...

1. a new Pussy Pump (just what I needed, and in purple)
   
2. a new book Girl Meets Girl - a dating survival guide (this months feature book in the Little Sisters mail outs)
   
3. sex-positive DVD on product awareness / sales / health warnings

I drove home with one hand on the wheel and the other trying desperately to pull the Pussy Pump from the box & packaging as I was just that eager to see what the thing would look like sans the cardboard exterior! Cool.

Shortly as yesterday, it's another 90 minute nap, then on with the rest of my day. RC is over for dinner tonight before he has to go to work, so I should devote some time to preparing for that. Otherwise it's leisure time, alone naked working on the computer. Not till 3:30 will my daughter be home from school and my focus will shift again.

sex coaching Vancouver

While I have a few minutes between tasks I thought I'd blog some. Student council meetings have my daughter needing to be to school by 7:30 on Tuesdays so being a good mom, I in my pajamas grabbed the car keys and drove her there. Especially since now with the time change it's just to dark for me to be comfortable having her walk to school at such an early hour, she'd need to leave at 7:10. Yikes!

Five loads of laundry have been accomplished already, though it's all on my bed now awaiting folding & sorting next. Yesterday I emptied my inbox from 42 down to 14 e-mails, the count when I awoke this morning was already back up into the 30's from people responding, plus an assortment of other project info that needs my attention.

Was at the butchers this morning grabbing some much needed staples, then a quick trip yet still a pricey $25 bill at the local produce store. Ran in to check my postbox, picking up the contents which are still in the bottom of my purse. Of course, it was raining hard, the entire time that I was out. Noting that as I'm typing this looking out my office window, that the sun is shining now of course.

Banging off the walls in the house right now from my iPod is Goldigger by Kanye West, this songs makes my hips rock and my body come alive. And now, Don't Matter by Akon, a tune that tells my body to slow it all down and savor the experience.

There still is the issue of my personal email account which is frighteningly behind. This though has to do with me having so much fun in my new relationship that all else has been overlooked as of late. Oops, me bad. I will try to rectify this situation ASAP.

Later I should empty out my two telephones of voice messages, this is something that I can NOT keep on top of ever. I am not fond of talking on the phone or answering the thing, it annoys me so often I simply turn them off. Today is a day of domestic catch-up as well as professional. Vacuuming too.

I'd like to get a nap in as well. 90 minutes would be wonderful. With out doubt before any sleep happens I am in need of a great big toe curling orgasm. Oh yes and back to the first paragraph, I will need to put away the laundry first before sleep or masturbation. *sighs*

Tonight I have a class, Coming Out of the Closet. It promises to be a fiery topic and a class worth attending at a cost of $10 per person.

March 13 Tuesday
7:30 - 9:30pm
Coming Out of the Closet
(open to men & women)
presented by Jennifer
Venue: Love Nest 4687 Kingsway, Burnaby
$10 pay at door, cash
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A conversation between all of us who have ever had to or are wrestling with the idea, of coming out of the closet either to someone in particular or to the world in general. In terms of how we identify ourselves / gender, whom or how many we love or our chosen expressions of sexuality, sex and passion. Join in and lend to this conversation your own thoughts and experiences surrounding such a lively topic. Hear others stories and challenges, share your own triumphs in a supportive environment.

Ravens Retreat, BC

I've known the owners of this new venue for the past 8 years or more so I wanted to make sure that you all had a chance to meet them as well should you ever be out their way. Good people. In the next day or two you will find both on their website and the Libido Events calendar some upcoming classes that I'll be teaching in their dungeon.

Raven’s Retreat is a private dungeon space and BDSM bed and breakfast
located in Chilliwack, B.C., 90 minutes from Vancouver Canada, and 90
minutes from Bellingham WA.

There is over 1000 square feet of dungeon
space split into two large rooms with several play stations. The house
and dungeon is run by Katt and Wolfe, active members in the kink
community in BC for 15 years.

Raven's Retreat maintains high standards
in cleanliness and safety, and promotes kink education and awareness.
The dungeon space is rent-able by members by the hour/day/weekend for
personal and professional use, and is also used for our house play
parties, educational workshops and seminars, which are open to members
and non-members alike, as well special events and venues.

Raven's Retreat caters to special interests groups as well as mainstream
kinksters, and people with all levels of experience - from newcomers to
the scene to community leaders and educators.

Raven's Retreat strives to be inclusive in all it's undertakings, and welcomes diversity
in the scene, engendering an atmosphere of respect, tolerance, education and support.

See their calendar for upcoming events, and a photo tour of the dungeon space.

BDSM Vancouver

Last night RC and I left for the infamous Sin City for a night of voyeuring, playing and even some dancing. What a evening, it was incredible and together we were dressed to the nines. He in a new thong with a chest harness and Docs and I in black pvc thigh high boots with matching top and my new favorite color deep red, gloves and panties. (just keeping my guy happy)

We visited briefly with a few friends sitting around with a cold drink, then the dungeon opened, and you can just guess where we made a bee line for.

Batman, this cute young boy whom I've played with before was celebrating his birthday and had emailed me asking for a scene. When he found me downstairs he had that longing looking of a person needing some attention. With RCs blessing I proceeded to give the boy some SM lovin! I was in a mood and took it out on his back and shoulders, a short hard scene. Lucky me and he was most ecstatic about our play. Earlier today I even received a most pleasant thank you note from him, regarding our scene and his lovely bruising.

Then it was time for RC. I had him sit up on the spanker with a blindfold on and set about my work. Recently he'd done a negotiation checklist for me and I'd just finished reading the 9th one and about the 25th page of info earlier in the day. I had in mind already ideas for play that I wanted to try on my guy. Nice soft kisses all over his body & my breasts rubbed all over him. Soothing words close to his ear as the noise in Sin City is deafening. Then an assault to his nipples. Right and left. Mercy, no way. I pulled them, pinched them, bit them and finally put clover clamps on them. Then I kissed and licked those tender nipple buds before taking a skewer and poking the shit out of them.

Grabbing the chain between the clamps and tugging, watching his mouth open wide and guttural noises emitting. His cock was raging hard, it was pushing out the top of his thong. Nipples searing with heat, pain and he'd lean forward into me so I couldn't hurt him any more. I wanted to hurt him more. With my hand in his chest, I pushed him back at least half dozen times for more. Once and only once did I ask "Do you like what I'm doing to you?" The enthusiastic smile, hard on and continuous streams of OH YES, assured me that I was on the right path.

With nipples tortured, it seemed appropriate that I spend a few minutes between his legs. And so I did. Me and a paddle on one inner thigh, till the droplets of blood were coming to the top of his skin, then I licked with big wet warm strokes that area that had been so made to suffer.

The passionate kisses and hugs at the end led us to the sofa where we cuddled up until the man found his way out of bottom space!

A quick tour around the club again and then to the dance floor to groove to some tunes, damn Isaac rocks. A man that can dance is a keeper in my books and RC has it going on. We had fun dancing together, much like we do in bed. Everything we do is grand.

By the time we got back to his place, we had take-out Chinese with us and sat eating it in bed together, before the next round of sex. Fuel is so necessary to a good time. After the containers were on the floor, I gave RC a surprise from his fantasy list that he's been eroticizing for many years. (for some things a girl should just get new shoes, this was shoe worthy)

At 4 something we turned out the lights soaking wet after a shower and were fast asleep.

Although we did remember the daylight savings time change we forgot to set the clocks with the right time and as such one of us was 45 minutes late for work, after only 2 measly hours of sleep. This was not me, thankfully. I was a lucky girl and slept till 3 in the afternoon.

Tonight I'm teaching Butt Sex & Anal Pleasures at the Love Nest in Burnaby, then returning to RC's as we have a night in planned together.

pretty nipple jewelery

Non piercing nipple jewelery. Very pretty and almost weightless. Secured around the base of each nipple with a slide loop closure. Two sets were given to me as a gift about 6 weeks ago and I've yet to have the chance to try them on.

The other night RC pulled the barbells out of my nipples. (his first time doing such a thing) Then he put the swag on me and took these photos.

Whats cool about these is that they come in an abundance of colors and do not require the wearer to get their nipples pierced to have them adorned beautifully. The maker of these is so flexible that he'll even take special requests. Once placed on you get the benefits of having something making your breasts and nipples sway both for sex / pleasure and as eye candy for your partner.

Want a set, or two? Email

nedthebundler@hotmail.com

cost $20 set includes a case

**hey Lisa, can you say "awesome"

Women's Only Play Party

Lucky me, I get to spend my evening surrounded by beautiful woman enjoying one another in a way that few can even imagine yet alone draw an accurate picture of. Yet another job perk to sex-activism.

FRIDAY March 9th TONIGHT
Womens Only Naughty Party
9:00pm - 1:00am
Brought to you by Libido Events
Venue: 11041 River Road N Delta
Tickets are pay at the door, $30 cash

Attend alone or bring along a couple of girlfriends.

You'll feel it the moment you walk in, the energy, the enthusiasm, the
raw female magnetism swirling through the air. As you sign in with the sexy smiling
hostess, you'll have your first glimpse of what a Libido Event: Women's
Only Naughty Party at the lush and lavish Club Eden is all about. Although you'll have come
dressed to impress and will, no doubt, expect to be wowed (the wonderful
thing about a no street clothes dress code is the ample eye candy);
nothing can actually prepare you for the sheer breathtaking beauty of so
many hot and delicious women in such a warm and inviting space. You see,
this is not your ordinary party this is a sex positive women's only
play party. This is a party for women to celebrate their love (and lust)
for women.

Downstairs, you'll find a comfortable social space that overlooks the
dance floor. In the corner you may spot women swapping massages on the
massage table with others stand nearby chatting. On the couches, you may
spy women with their lips locked in a flirty and hungry embrace
alongside women resting a moment and taking it all in after a long
session on the dance floor. The dance floor itself is a sight to behold
bodies undulating under the flashing lights, dancing around the pole and
with other women. Mesmerizing.

Just around the corner from the dance floor is a laid back kitchen area
that leads into a lounge with a definitely posh club-like feel. The
lights are low, the candles flicker and all around the room women chat
and flirt while getting a refreshing drink (note, the event is alcohol
free) and maybe a light snack to munch on. Out back, you'll definitely
hear giggles from the hot tub (which is clothing optional, of course)
that sits on a large deck overlooking a large and peaceful yard. And if
you listen really carefully, you'll hear the moans and shrieks swirling
in from the BDSM dungeon down the hall and the numerous bedrooms
upstairs.

You are free to do what you wish at this party the space is there for
your to use as you please (respecting, of course, others wishes for
privacy and/or non-involvement). Does the voyeur in you want to see some
sex play or maybe a flogging? Do you want to flirt with reckless abandon
all night long? Do you just feel like chatting with sexy women in a sexy
environment, feeding off the fiery energy in the air? Does the
exhibitionist in you want to come out on display? Do you want to dance?
Do you want to play? Give or get a massage ?

Towels, massage oils, safer sex supplies, and beverages are all included
in your ticket price.

Women's Only Naughty Party (a Libido Event) starts this Friday
(March 9th) at 9pm and runs till 1am).

If you have any questions, please feel free to e-mail me
jennifer@libidoevents.com

*Note membership to Club Eden is not necessary to attend this event.

princess diaries

Life is going along really well right now. I'm happy and those whom are close to me are all drawn in tight. Being surrounded by such love is a good buffer against the sex-negativity in the world that causes me such grief personally. I do consider it personal and that is ok, because I don't hold it against anyone. Rather I'm on a mission to shift our world into a more sex-positive place for us all and in the mean time, I stay surrounded by love and those who support me.

This morning after beautiful late morning long slow delicious savory sex in bed together, RC announced it was time for my massage and rolled me over. I caught the clock it was 11:00 am and I was still in bed, now being kneaded by strong hands with a Kama Sutra oil and my pleasure as RC's goal. This is yet another reason why I feel like a princess.

Climbing out of bed at 3:00 only to make breakfast berry smoothies made the day in bed extra sweet with my guy. Our conversations have led us to discuss some heart warming topics that I wasn't so sure I would get the chance to have. We are very happy. (my daughter included) And apparently I'm beaming.

Tonight I came out to my mother about what I do for a living. She has not wanted to know before now and finally tonight she asked me and I told her outright. After a few days to digest the information, I'm hopeful she'll be more rational and supportive. (again see paragraph one)

searches and being found

It amuses me greatly looking over the words & terms that people enter into search engines which then land them to my blog. This is a sampling of some of the more comical and often perplexing things that I unearthed. (of course I removed the 13 entries of people looking for me directly by name & an additonal 8 searches for Libido Events)

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• free head shaving in vancouver b.c. WAS A MOST AMAZING SCENE
  
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• best nooner cock RC
  
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• wrist to ankle bound for spanking WHILE LAYING ON A BED, THANK YOU
  
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• shame and libido DO NOT BELONG IN THE SAME SENTENCE/BREATHE
  
• women coping with high libido ARE OF INTEREST TO ME :)
  
• sm slaves BEEN THERE FOR A PERIOD OF TIME
  
• spanking crinolin EASY ACCESS
  
• ikea commercial drapes HUH?
  
• he asked to kiss my dirty stocking foot feet NOT HAPPENED TO ME, YET
  
• stunning nipples THANK YOU
  
• bondage bundle of girl ME
  
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Not a martini dream

It took me three attempts this morning to leave Reives warm bed, strong embrace, get myself dressed and headed out of his place. I had to leave early as I had an appointment at Little Sisters Book Store, I ran a few minutes late because of him. It was worth it though, and thankfully he only lives two minutes from the store.

sinful Sunday

Not wanting to stand out loudly, I opted to leave my new camouflage cowboy hat from RC on the back seat of the car as I entered this holy place. Early Sunday I arrived to pick up my daughter up from the church where she had been on an overnight sleepover with her Girl Guides troop. As I came to her straight from a night at RC's I was still a tad disheveled. Bra less, panti less, in pvc green pants, t shirt and in my purse, a book on Strap On Sex and another on Vaginal Fisting, two large vibrators and a set of nipple clamps. I thought for sure that upon entering the church that the roof would cave in, but no. I'm so good that the roof stayed in tact!

blessings

The pages are turning crisply & smoothly, it's definitely a fairy tale. Each day another page and discovery. It's an excellent story. Our beginning was remarkably memorable and has even been blessed by my daughter. I am the princess and he is my prince.

a drop in the bucket

Although I dislike the task of updating the calendar, I am thrilled of course to find it necessary to add an additional 14, that's fourteen classes to the schedule that I've been asked to teach.

The range of topics that my Erotic Arts Curriculum covers is vast, it feels good for me to be empowering others with skills and information necessary to transform their sex lives into something intentional, passionate and playful.

following my heart

For the last while I've needed to take a break from readying my new space. The energy it was taking was starting to drain me faster than I could refuel myself and I was growing increasingly weary. Over this rest period I've had a chance to spend a great deal of time with RC both as a diversion to the stress of work and also to follow my heart. The down time from work has left me ample opportunity for intimate time and some personal healing.

The time spent away from the creative process of start-up has helped me gain some perspective as to my own limitations, obvious gifts & blessings and reinforced my belief that I've made good decisions on a solid path for my new venture. The time with RC has left us remarkably close and for once in my life I'm delighted to be leading my life by my heart and not by my need to climb the ladder of success.

I'm well aware of how many people are watching or waiting for what I'm about to do next. I promise it will be impressive and done in my own time.

Excuse me while I fall head over heels in love, matters of the heart come first these days.