waiting time

the wait right now to get an email response from me at Libido Events can be up to a week right now. Long term projects, private consultation work, questions from the curious and those in need, there's always much email to wade through daily and it builds up some with my having a life.

My new Fido phone has arrived and I've managed to program the time and date into it along with having Doug and someone else program their own numbers into the damn thing. There were 17 messages in it when I got in to last night and today after work there were 12, my home phone is flashing with probably another 8.

When I'm not working over the next while I'm planning great times for my family and I. (like this evening when my daughter & I went to see Harry Potter together, way cool)

thanks for your patience if you're one of the ones waiting for an email from me, know that I will be emailing soon

night

Jennifer

sharing my love

he just walked in the front door of the Love Nest, where tonight's class with LaSara FireFox was happening like he belonged there. We'd spoken earlier in the day for the first time in well over a week and I'd extended the invitation to him to arrive tardy, so why I was startled when I first saw him eluded me briefly.

Then as I was driving along the lower level road on the North Shore heading for home feeling happy, really happy and I realized why. Seeing Doug was good for me and I didn't even known that I was missing him. Once he saw me sitting across the room his whole body shifted & his face changed and my heart melted.

Once the class ended and we were able to get to one another, our togetherness filled me up. Standing pelvis to pelvis, arms wrapped around one another, me biting his neck, not too hard, but hard enough and as I looked up at him his glasses were completely fogged up and I couldn't even see his eyes at all. Laughing so hard felt good with him.

Yesterday I was in a book store and I had to buy kara a copy of The Don't Sweat Guide For Weddings. I love kara and this guide is what I know she wants, because I asked her. I phoned her from the store and asked her to choose one and I gave her two titles. Finding her this book was important to me as her partner, it made me feel good to do something for her and her other partner. soon to be husband!

Laying in bed, curled up with Allena, our combined softness & love mesmerizing as pleasure passes between us as another of the ways we love one another. Walking hand and hand as women in love, and owning our relationship out loud in the world. It's with Allena that visions become realities for me and where we create jointly.

Jim is my Daddy. What more need I say. He let's me be his little girl when appropriate and his bottom when it's time for me to find my place again. Jim hears me share of everyone and lest we forget that he, Allena and I form a three.

L was in the class tonight, I'd had to cancel a date on her due to work so it was a treat to see her this evening. Finding time to get to you luscious could be hard, but know that you're on my mind. STILL! From that earlier email, remember?

B and I've had a couple of dates as of late and I believe a third is up and coming. A no strings attached relationship, how cool is this? We date whenever we want, over the last 5 years maybe 14 times or so. Good times together, you know I mean? And no check ins and how are you calls. Almost giddy fun times.

My heart is big, I can love for a moment and I don't even need to try very hard. I've the room for being apart of beautiful peoples lives and that is exactly how I'm leading my life. Sharing it with many many people and trying to remember along the way that sometimes it hurts to love so much but it's that ouch that lends perspective to the depth and range that love and acceptance offer.

I have to remember to love more. When I love more and freely what comes back to me is almost always transformational in some way. Tell everyone more that I love them and remember that just because I use the word love doesn't mean that someone can feel loved. It has to be felt to be transformational. I must remember more to make sure that my partners have the look of love in their eyes and hearts when in my presence.

with love to all of you Jim, Allena, kara, Doug, L, B

Jennifer

finding Nemo

I'm excited, I'm excited!

This evening is opening night of Disney On Ices Finding Nemo at the PNE Coliseum. My daughter and I have a date to go together and we scored great seats as well. Grandma & Grandpa send us every year as a treat. Lucky girls we are! We're very excited by attending as this will be our 9th or 10th year in attendance. We've got the $12 snow-cone cups dating back years to prove it in an assortment of favorite characters! ha

Being a mother is my greatest joy and what I'm most proud of is my daughter. That we've created such a relationship together is amazing because as a young girl I never had with my mother what my daughter and I have accomplished together already. Meaning that we've self created our own realities as there was no frame work for us to go on. Before my daughter, my mom and I barely had a relationship. Being a mother though has bonded my mom and I in a way I'd never dreamed possible and because my early relationship with her wasn't so strong, I set a goal of making sure my daughter and I would be close. I set the goal quietly in my heart, but my daughter & I succeed together at making this happen together. We both want the other and see the value in our love and relationship being so strong.

B is coming over for lunch today at 1:00 and I'm looking forward to having him here. Since I moved awhile back now, he's not been over to my home. A little flirtation, ok, actually likely a lot, kissing, the kind that leaves you breathless and yes, lunch. While at the Doctors this morning I had some time to kill before my appointment so went to Cobbs and picked up a wonderful loaf stuffed with ham & cheese and I'll toss some Caesar salad, a little sorbet and presto, lunch!

I've already packed today for tomorrow's nights class, seeing as I won't be home this evening to do it. Thursday LaSara FireFox is presenting Radical Sexual Self Definition for Libido Events. Here is LaSara's website to read through and here is the write up for tomorrow nights class:

Do you want to become more adept at defining or redefining your relationship with your sexuality, and your sexual and/or gender identity?

Part of owning our sexuality is learning how cultural expectations impact identity, building a positive relationship with our desires, and learning to take an active part in defining the self/culture interface.

Using exercises and magickal tools from her book Sexy Witch, LaSara Firefox will help you to find new ways to define and to broadcast your sexual self-esteem.

Bring a shirt you want to make into a DIY Fashion Statement, writing implements (i.e.; pen and journal), and a playful sense of adventure. LaSara will provide the glitter and fabric pens!

Address for tomorrow nights class & other class updates.


If I'm going to squeeze a nap in, it's time for me to lay down....

zzzzZZzzzzZZ

Jennifer

let the phone ring

Today my cell phone rang for the first time, my new one that is. It's arrived to me finally and I'm relieved to have one again.

I'm so happy to have back my little communication box. Since I'm electronically challenged, it becomes kara's job to re-enter all of the lost phone numbers back in to the phone. Seeing as though everything on my last phone was stored on the phone and lost and not stored to the SIM card where it could have been saved. Who knew?

Somehow I managed to set my own clock & date on it, and this is an accomplishment for me!

Thanks Fido for getting me a phone again and now all I need to figure out is how to check voice messages and text messages. I've yet to figure out either!

Jennifer

victim of the cattle prod

a couple that I met last night at Sin City sent me their blog link. It talks about their night at last nights fetish night and meeting myself & my cattle prod! (posted with permission)

They were such an adorable and hot couple. She even got on her knees and "asked permission" to suck on my nipples before she actually did it. Originally she had her partner make her request of me. With a lustful smile across my face I politely told him no, the only way such a thing would happen would be for her to ask me herself first. More smiles and remember, that I'm bare breasted sitting on the arm of a sofa swaying to the club's tunes.

30 seconds later, in front of me, on her knees on the club floor is a woman asking me permission to suck my nipples. I greet here warmly, brush my hand over her back suggestively, meet her eyes and nod Yes. Smiling with eyes closed, my head falls to side as I concentrated on her slow & thorough lapping of my right nipple.

memories of a good night

Jennifer

2:51 am

It's 2:52 in the morning. Arrived in from Sin City about an hour ago and slid off my 5 inch open toed slender heeled shoes. Got naked, checked email and then updated the calendar with a host of new events as well as some home page edits. Life is moving along so well these days. Must remember to thank the Goddesses and then I should get myself into bed with my Hitatchi magic wand before sleep washes over my mind and body.

After playing with a number of people this evening as both a Top and a bottom, I'm exhausted. Used every toy that I packed for tonight including the cattle prod. Sounds scary reading the typed word, cattle prod, but when I'm standing infront of you smiling sweetly and talking you through it, most people have no idea how I manage to get them to say yes to such things. A pretty girl dressed in come fuck me pumps and powder blue lingerie and people will do almost anything. even, the cattle prod

sweet dreams,

Jennifer

another mans bed

Woke up this morning in a strange bed and left wearing yesterdays clothes. All signs of a great evening out the night before. It was my date with B and he picked me up on his way home from the airport. Arrived in to his house, heels slipped off & food ordered. A bath by candlelight is suggested and the next thing I know I'm rolling around in bed with one sexy man. In the wee hours of the morning we fell asleep exhausted and content finally. Wrapped up in the warmth of a male partner who is not my bottom nor my Daddy, simply my date and someone who makes me feel really good. I've been told we're going out again. Date trois! Lucky girl I am.

And now this evening I'm off to Sin City to take it by storm. I've got a whole new whack of advertising leaflets and also business cards to take down with me, plus a few gifts for some people behind the scenes who are always doing much work for our sex positive city.

Packing a toy bag seems the way to go, with out taking one, I could lose the chance to play with someone that I find hot. However packing a toy bag means that it has to be carried around all night long by me and thus somewhat cumbersome. Maybe I'll find a bottom who offers a massage of feet or back to myself BEFORE they offer their bodies to me. One can wish yes?

I've no idea what to wear tonight and seeing as I'm going sans date, the only clothing preferences that matter are mine! Life is good today. With my daughter away for the whole weekend it doesn't even matter what time I get in this evening and a sleep in is possible tomorrow.

Sitting eating Chinese take out right now at my desk naked. Broccoli and beef on rice and when done this, it's my plan to walk over to my bed, part my legs, pump some lube on my mons....allow it to do the slow run down my labia, before I start stroking my slick lips as my vibrator settles nicely into it's routine of round and round my clitoris. Remembering to breath often, I will have a massive orgasm that will wash over me and leave me seeing stars. It's good to be able to take care of oneself well!

off to be productive

hugs

Jennifer

thank you note

A man whom had some questions about his sexuality spent some time talking with me about his situation privately and also attended the Vancouver Sexpo in October. This is an email I received from him the other day and after a name change here is his kindness

Hello Jennifer,

It is polite to send thank you notes when someone does something nice for you, so here is mine. I originally contacted you about a month ago because I was having difficulty orgasming and this, either as cause or effect, was effecting many aspects of my life. I can say now that I no longer have that problem, and it is thanks, in part, to you and your organization. Your advice and suggestions, as well as the Sexpo, which forced me to be more open about my sexuality, have given me a new confidence to pursue the life I desire. I cannot thank you enough, you do people more good than you could possibly know.

My sincerest gratitude,
P

it's emails like this that make my sex activism so rewarding!

Jennifer
sex activist

returning home

I just returned from Seattle where I spent the weekend with my daughter. At the The Wet Spot on Saturday afternoon I taught two classes Women's Dominace class & a Women's Only Masturbation class, what a great afternoon I had as did all the women who joined me. Thanks so much to all of you, you rocked!

Someone emailed me their blog link with a write up about their experience at the Vancouver Sexpo a few weeks back, check it out.

Here is the Wicked Womyn website as well, go and have a read.

I'm in love with the most amazing people. Jim, Allena and kara are my chosen family and the family that keeps me feeling grounded, safe and loved. I love many others but these people are the ones whom I feel the closest to and whom I'd always go the extra mile for.

Time for me to go and unpack the suitcases now. One is filled with our clothes from the weekend and the other with all the sex toys that I brought down for my Between Our Legs: Masturbation for Women Only class. Thankfully the border in either direction was not interested in looking inside my suitcases. I feel sorry for the ones who open my bags then get all embarrassed. Don't most people travel with 40 odd sex toys in their own personal pink Tinkerbell suitcase? I'm blessed, I suppose.

My cell phone has died and with it all of it's phone numbers inside of it are gone as well. If we talk on the phone, would you mind emailing me your number so I can get you loaded into my new phone once Fido ships it. Email those numbers to jennifer@libidoevents.com


blessings

Jennifer

where my time goes

Lunch at Wild Rice yesterday in downtown Historic China Town. Incomparable in atmosphere & decor as a restaurant than any I've dined in for some time. With a business lunch crowd yet we were able to talk all through our lingering meal with good service. What a great venue and the menu offered up tantalizing offerings that made my mouth water and later served as such a visual delight.

Met with a client at Wild Rice for a few hours of intellectual discussion about [local] sex positive culture and given all the ingredients, who could not enjoy a teaching moment like this. Excellent food and with someone whose hired me to teach them what I know and am passionate about.

Then last night L came over and we had a couple of hours together visiting. Not enough time alone, yet it allowed us to catch up some sans children. Before she left to go home, I asked her if she trusted me. Glances all around, almost blushes I believe then says "sure I trust you." "Close your eyes" I say to her as I approach with my Paul Frank cosmetic case. Unzippering it I withdraw one of my birthday presents and remind her to breath and not to hold her breath. I watch her hands go to her mouth to cover her fear, a smile on her face that trembles slightly. "You can hold my leg if you like to steady yourself, because I'm going to push me new cattle prod into your right calf once" I tell her. (I wait to see is she runs for the door or screams or even open her eyes, but nope, sooooo)

Inhales air rather sharply, eyes, spring open quickly and her hand is already rubbing the targeted site of my attention and affection. My heart beats faster, WOW, she let me do this to her. Hm, store this thought, this moment away, so next time we play together, I'll have something more about her to fall back on. She will do scary things for me and she's got the softest eyes. When she speaks about her life, her compassion is what moves me most.

Then tonight was my dinner date with B. Yummy! We literally shared a meal together and sat side by side in pushed-together chairs at the table. The Whip in East Vancouver is just off of Main Street at East 6th and as of late remodeled. A date is a good date, when before the dinner is even over, you've been invited out again and asked out by name. He's off traveling for a week now but once returned we'll be on a date again. I even managed to get myself kissed. Let's see what happens next time we go out.


and my cell phone died today while accidentally being in water. Email me privately your telephone numbers again those of you know who need me to be reaching you. jennifer@libidoevents.com

Jennifer

treats & seduction

Quite tired this evening after working all day today and being out late last night with my daughter trick or treating. We had much fun trekking from one spooky house to another's front door, collecting treats for over two hours before arriving to her school for an evening display of fireworks. My daughter thinks that it's very cool to be on the playground late at night when it's dark and filled with all her school mates dressed in costume.

Hot chocolate in a covered mug and the rain held off for most of the night, how fortunate were we. I was prepared though with an umbrella with us and a large clear recycle bag to drop over my daughters costume so the paint wouldn't run off of it should it have rained. My daughter was a home made / self made box of Smarties for Halloween and I was my bad self wandering about with little pink horns on my head and flashlight in hand so I wouldn't get hit by a car.

I've been asked out on a date-date by a man. A man who knows all about me, shares none of my pursuits yet admires my convictions and occupation. I find him to be very attractive, we've been friends for a long time and neither of us can deny our attraction to the other. Now that I've been asked out I'm realizing that I want something out of this date.

Seduction, I want to be seduced with language, food, glances, music and him. I'd like to sit back and allow this man to show me a night out with out myself trying to lead the way or direct our path. I'm not talking about submission. We're not going to do any SM play. I'm talking about dating rituals as I know them and I'd like to partake. A movie, a walk on the beach, a scenic drive & picnic, something I've not planned or orchestrated. I'm not there to bottom, be submissive, a little girl, a Top or a Dominant, I'm going to go and be his date for the night.

Later tonight I'll email him back and let him know that next week after I return from teaching at The Wet Spot in Seattle I'd like nothing more than to spend time with him. oOh I am so looking forward to this date - the last time he and I went out, he carried me in arms to his vehicle and to his bed, something that excites me.

My daughter is in her bed sleeping right now. Allena is safe in Seattle and Jim is tucked away nicely in Bellingham. Doug is at home with his wife and kara is cuddled up to her fiance in bed. It makes me feel secure to know where those that I care for and love are. We don't need to be together for me to feel connected, I just need to know the basics of where everyone is, how they are with themselves and also with me.

bondage in public

my Daddy left a few hours ago and I'm already missing him. He arrived in last night and took me for a wonderful birthday dinner and brought me a present.

Wrapped up securely in a rope harness over my chest and through my crotch, criss-crossed over my body and under my evening's clothes, my Daddy took me out for Indian food in a quiet little North Shore restaurant. We ate great food and enjoyed our time out together and alone before heading right back home to be together. Bondage in public and under my clothes, very erotic.

The rope between my legs, separated my labia, so that all night as I moved about my inner labia was always rubbing against hemp rope or the fabric of my slacks. Not used to having anything tickle my inner labia, the feeling was obviously very distracting. So distracting in fact that by the time the ropes came off hours later, they were more than damp with my girl juice and I was more than ready for....

33 cane strikes across my bottom for my birthday with a beautiful red cane from Bad Juju then had fabulous sex until shudders were running through each of us uncontrollably.

Curling up in bed together, wrapped safe in the warmth of my Daddy I slept well. And with the extra hour due to the time change the whole evening was great for me. Today we went shopping and I managed to come away with the most amazing black wool, full length to my ankle bones winter coat that my Daddy says will keep me toasty warm all winter.

Apparently I needed a new coat so that my complaining about being cold would be stopped while getting in and out of the car and also so I can now discreetly leave my building in kinky clothes and be completely covered up in the escape. : )

Dinner on Friday night with friends for my birthday was spent at a tapas bar. I've really been spoiled this birthday weekend with gifts, love and attention by those close to me. It feels good to be so loved.

Jennifer

news of the day

today is my birthday! hooray, Happy Birthday to me! Double digits, I'm now 33 and my mother phoned me this morning to tell me that I was actually born on a Thursday. Tonight, after working today all day I'm going to dinner with kara and a few friends.

this came to mefrom a group that I'm an active member of and that is a wonderful local place for women to meet other women for many opportunities...

BiGirls Vancouver (BGV) is a support and social
group for women in Vancouver and its surrounding
communities. Their mission is to provide a safe,
educational place for curious, bi, lesbian and
transgender women to meet and exchange thoughts,
concerns and ideas. Founded in early 2005 it has
rapidly grown to become one of the larger, free,
organized support and social groups for bisexual and
queer women in the Vancouver area. BGV invites all
queer women looking for a safe place, to join them at
BiGirls Vancouver

Have a great day and check out the calendar updates.

Jennifer

made me laugh & laugh

The woman at check out # 3 had a title beneath her name on her name tag that made me do a double take. As I'm standing there in line to pay this clerk I'm chuckling because her name tag has the title CBT Mentor.

Catching my breath to keep from laughing out loud and keeping my composure about me I ask this woman "what exactly does the acronym CBT stand for?" Clerk looks at me and says in a some what inflated tone of voice "I'm the Computer Based Training (CBT) Mentor." "Helping anyone with computer problems" she proceeds to tell me.

Nice I think to myself, wondering if I'm the only one who looked at her name tag and saw CBT, Cock & Ball Torture and wondered if they should tell her, only to decide to continue along leaving her and her name tag behind as a little laugh for the next "in the know" person to run across.

At this moment I could have taken my liter of chocolate milk and left on my break, but then the clerk said something that made me laugh out loud...

It really is a BIG title for such a little job.

that did it I laughed and laughed as that is so much my experience with CBT cock & ball torture as well.

Currently I'm in want / need of a set of sounds and a penis pump for my sex activist version of CBT, my Private Parts: Genital Play for the Adventurous class. Today standing in line to pay for my chocolate milk reminded me of this. : )

On another note, thanks so much Felicity for doing that hugely important pick up for me this afternoon and for the new pillow cases to go with the sheets! You rock.

Jennifer

Jennifer

the little things

Updated the calendar with two new events. A Kinky & Naughty Christmas Pajama Party and something else, have a read here.

It was 1/2 way day to completion at swimming lessons today for my daughter which meant I got my minute long visit with the swim coach who told me virtually now new information but assured me she was doing well. The best part of the whole visit was that I arrived early and managed to watch the last half of her lesson which left her smiling like mad at my surprise arrival to watch her swim.

Saw this quote on that Printers message board on Kingsway "Success requires courage and discipline."

When I need to understand something or someone better, I use this as my guide...

"All human actions have one or more of these seven causes: chance, nature, compulsion, habit, reason, passion, and desire."

- Aristotle

Took me about 20 minutes of gently buffing with a soft cloth and a gel cleanser onto my pink cotton candy knee high boots to remove the scuff marks from the Sexpo. Must confess though that those boots got a good work out that night at the sex positive play party so working out the scuffs was no big deal. I owed it as a thanks to the boots themselves. Tonight was the night that I took on that challenge and I managed to get off most of the offensive black skid marks.

Jennifer

multi partnered

This morning was busy with office work for hours before Doug even arrived on my door step. On the computer for hours working, studying, answering other emails filled with questions. The count down begins, 30 minutes till he's due to arrive and I've a plan.

House cleaned. Floors, beds and medical table cleared. (we could end up anywhere) Music playing in a couple of the rooms, drapes drawn in every room and the heat turned on.

John Fluevogs, I have a stunning pair of their boots. Knee high with a full length zipper running up my inner calf, the whole boot done in beautiful black leather with white stitching and an ankle buckle. Just like walking on air. They're called Bond boots and I wore them a lot the weekend of the Vancouver Sexpo and have really not had a good polish put to them in some time.

In fact, the last time my boots were done and done well, they were polished by Deb. Deb does the most amazing boot blacking and with her, well I wear my boots and a short skirt, sans the panties. For Deb of course, in exchange for the boot polish and she does an impressive job and enjoys her time spent boot blacking at SM & fetish events. (and looking up my skirt)

Today after Doug found a collar and nipple clamps awaiting him at my front door along with the sound of me at the other end of the house cracking a whip, he gained his composure rather quickly I'd say, then figured out what he needed to do and did it. As he came around the corner into living room, the sight of him with his boot polishing kit between his teeth made me wet. And there I was standing in the middle of my living room, naked-whip in hand and on my feet are my scuffed up pair of stunning Fluevogs.

Can you guess what Doug got to do today? Yup, boot polishing. And some lunch and a visit and then back to our regular worlds.


Then 3:00 pick up daughter from school, then we had to go door to door for 150 houses. Why you might ask would I do this for 70 minutes? Handing out flyers for a fundraiser her Girl Guide group is doing and every family gets to do 150 flyers. And so we decided to do ours today after school as it wasn't raining. Thankfully!

Home to sleep for 30 minutes on the sofa, then do a quick dinner up for my daughter before heading to ready myself for my evening's date with kara.

Left at 7:00 on a dinner date with a very lovely kara on my arm. Both of us dressed for our date, her in new fetish red and black open toed 5 inch heeled shoes and me in a form fitted, slit up one side, ankle length backless dress. kara asked me out on this date and brought a wrapped flower but I drove and carried the umbrella. kara helped me figure out what to order on the menu and she asked me please may I Mistress for a couple of things and I found her head on my shoulder often and her eyes meeting mine looking for more of us.

We had dinner with the BGV group, they are a BiSexual Women's group meeting for social opportunities and much fun. It was the founder Tammy's birthday today, she's 33. Happy birthday to you Tammy, on Friday I'll be 33 and caught up to you.

We celebrated by having a dinner party at a restaurant in New West and had a great time. All of us women and the one token man. The male waiter. Corey and he was cute, young and yup, I had a little fun with him AFTER I tied my cherry stem in a knot with my tongue for his viewing pleasure! Then back to kara who was ready to cuddle more with me and savor ice cream & cake after eating veal with asparagus in a hollandaise sauce with shrimp and pasta.

Drove home with kara in the pouring rain that made seeing the lines on the street impossible even as lightening slashed across the entire sky twice. Pulled in to my building in one piece, although soaked right then I've got to taste kara's sweetness. She looked so sexy tonight and was mine for an evening that was not an event where I was working and waving at her across the room. Sitting next to me and what do we end up doing in the car but necking! sweetness

And then as quick as it all started it HAD to end because

I have a child in my bed awaiting her mom and it's time for me to pull back

say I love you, thank you for the flower and the date. Drive carefully in the rain, it's slick and there's lightening. Her lipstick is completely smeared right across my face, up to right underneath my nose and down to my chin. My lipstick is on her teeth, neck and chin area. Signs of lots of love & passion.

Home and in the house, naked under my robe by 10:20 and starting to blog shortly there after while eating the remainder of a bowl of popcorn that was left on the kitchen counter.

Thankfully I love Jim and I know he loves my because today aside from email, we never actually made it to talking on the phone. Once the weekend arrives and my Daddy comes walking in the door I'll be ready to be that girl to him.


night

Jennifer

DVD to BDSM

My mom came to visit today and took my daughter and I out to lunch. I ate the most amazing piece of chicken with warm brie on top of it on a ciabitti bun - just delicious with fresh spinach, warm apple slices and fig jam spread over everything. My taste buds were dancing and it was a wonderful meal out. We were celebrating my birthday, which although not today, (it's actually the 28th) today is the day that my mom had available to visit from the island. A DVD/VCR player was what my folks gave me along with some other stuff. I was shocked, startled and most grateful for the gift, it will take kara awhile I'm sure to teach me how to make the damn thing go though. :) Lunch, gifts and time spent together for an afternoon, it was great to have all the 3 of us women together, then I came home and promptly fell asleep on the sofa for two hours.

Spent the early evening in at home then left to go to Rascals. Good times I had meeting a whole host of new people and touching base with others I'd not seen in a while. Wishing I had more time to spend out, but none available as daughter is at home sleeping in my bed awaiting me. Promised I'd be home by 11:45 at the latest and I left at 8:15pm.

Dark green shiny, low rise pants with closed toe, ankle strapped 5 inch stiletto black leather heels and a black leather fully boned corset, fishnet gloves from knuckles to elbows and a green/blue pair of itty bitty new panties barely covering my moistness. Toys were packed in my pink Tinkerbell rolling suitcase and I was wearing my pink fur trimmed coat.

Walked in the door of Rascals and within 10 minutes had set my bag down, scoped the place out and headed to the smoking lounge to find S. Negotiated as we were walking out of the smoking room and down the hall into the play space. Genital Play or CBT (cock and ball torture) whichever name you prefer but that was to be the game. Got S strapped to a table then bound each limb in pallet wrap to hold him in place firmly. Damn he looked so sexy in his shiny corset all pouty lipped, wide eyed, laying there with his cock exposed and vulnerable along with his nipples. Accented so beautifully by his corset - I love the look and he made for good eye candy for me all spread like that and tied and shiny tight in the center.

We played good SM games most on his body, some in his head and I enjoyed making him squirm and call out, seeing the beads of sweat roll of his brow as I captured a glimpse of his pout disappearing whilst he bit his lip to cope with the rich sensations going on between his legs. discontent, pleasure, pain, hunger, want...

S was fun and we must do it again some time, thanks for letting me on you. Caught my breath for a few minutes then went and asked someone that I know if he'd let me bottom to him, if he'd Top me in a scene. Saying yes and then the next thing I knew I was on a cross being hit with a very mean stick that the man bought at auction for $15. Damn it's got excellent bite and we had some good play time that left my panting and dancing, I enjoyed the feel of his hand on the small of my back, helping me to resume "the correct position" for the next strike by him. It was comforting to have his help in correcting me both for my own good and for his ease in working me over. Must do it again and soon too as we live extremely close to one another and there is no excuse not too now. Can you tell my lust is high for good play that has no strings attached?

Visited with more new people and some friends old and new. It was a good night but cut way to short. However, I'm just happy to have been able to make it out and to have been part to so many new experiences in one night. And handing out 2 for 1 coupons to everyone at Rascals was the right thing to do given that they can be used for workshops, bondage parties or our infamous naughty pajama parties. Which by the way we will be hosting A Kinky & Naughty Christmas Pajama Party in early December, info to be posted on the web early in the week.

I have to go and climb in my bed now with my daughter and give her extra cuddles as promised. We plan on sleeping in tomorrow and then grocery shopping for back to school lunch supplies.

Jennifer

SEAF 2006

CALL FOR ENTRIES: SEATTLE EROTIC ART FESTIVAL 2006
to be held March 24-26, 2006 at Consolidated Works in Seattle


The Seattle Erotic Art Festival (SEAF) was founded in 2002 by Seattle's Sex Positive Community Center (SPCC) to promote freedom of sexuality, speech and creativity through the erotic expression of fine art. The Festival strives to exhibit work not easily found in mainstream galleries and museums. We invite artists of all backgrounds, countries, ethnicities, cultures, genders, sexualities, and ages (18+) to submit up to four (4) works of art of any media. 3D artists and painters are particularly encouraged to apply; please note that photography is a highly competitive medium.

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day in church

today I spent 5 hours in a church at a white elephant / bake sale being in charge of pricing items. A bridge luncheon was going on around me and I was doing the mom role for the day as a group of young girls served these women lunch to make money for an up and coming trip.

For some reason a few people laughed and refused to believe me when they called on my cell and I told them where I was. The idea of me being at a bake sale /white elephant sale in a church and unable to have an explicit conversation in that moment left many laughing and unbelieving and me floored at there inability to see my versatility.

Mom, sex activist, store clerk, I can do it all. Might make you do a double take when you see the realism of it in front of you, but I have not made it this far by being in a box. I step out of the box all the time and recreate myself to fit the moment.

Doug came over this evening for a couple of hours on his way to work - I had him work on the knots in my back and shoulders. He's getting good at massage, finding his way on my body. He was so tentative in the beginning of our relationship, when I first started having him rub me down, but now, over time, he is getting good. Knows when to push in deeper and when to work a muscle, when to let up on me and keeps his strokes slick with oil. Listens to my moans and adjusts himself accordingly to make my body feel looser.

Frankly, I like the attention on my back which is where I carry my tension so anything that can be done to help that area makes me purr. Plus I'm enjoying the chance to gauge his skills over time while laying spread out comfortable and warm with him on me.

It's been a few days now since the Sexpo and just today did I get to the paperwork for it all. And tomorrow will be a day of phone calls and catch up with so many people who shared the experience with me as attendees and volunteers. The last few days of being home alone with my daughter have been valuable for us. Grocery shopping, eating, sleeping, laundry, Fright Night at Playland, we've been super busy but tomorrow is business again in the afternoon.

L & I are taking our girls scootering downtown in the morning and I'm excited about it already. It's time for me to start getting ready for bed - I've fallen asleep twice today and am still in need of much rest. It's a good thing that I'm still on days off till late next week.

Jennifer

the day after

today is the day after! The day after the close of the very successful Vancouver Sexpo. I said both good night & good morning to Dossie Easton and then drove her to the airport. Not that I should even be thinking of more work right now, but I'll tell you anyways that I'm bringing Dossie back again in 6 months to present for Libido Events with another unique workshop opportunity.

My mind needs to stop twirling and I must finally got some rest. Over the conference weekend I had a house full of guests including both Jim & Allena who each left today as well. Leaving me alone in the house for one hour before my daughter returned home.

Now I've got time on my hands at home with my daughter full time as I'm on leave from my day job for another week and a half and she is out of school due to the strike.

I'm eager to climb into bed tonight as I'm exhausted. This afternoon I slept on my daughters bed for a couple of hours and then again after dinner I slept for another few and here I go again now down for the night.

Success is tiring but hugely rewarding
I'm addicted to the pursuit
Of success and sex positive culture

Jennifer